SuicideFuel The state of my (and likely many of your) lonliness

[NEETAndTidy]

One if the girls who works at the beer place who is typically there when I show up knows my name apparently.


I go there nearly every day but when I walked in today she greeted me with "Hey NEET! Hows it going today?"

Clearly just being friendly but I was completely fucking speechless. Nobody ever acknowledges me. It literally made my day.

But in reflection. She was just doing her job and greeting a loyal customer. My autism cant handle this. I dont want to go back because I know she probably laughs behind my back about what a drunk I am.

I'm so lonely that someone knowing my fucking name made my day. The absolute state of my lonliness is reaching critical mass.

Inb4 "bragging" inb4 "fakecel a foid talked to you"

This is the most validation I've received in years and it was an absolute stranger I cant handle this shit much longer

 

[Luxity]

 

[metal]

I do not talk with anyone but I understand your sensation

 

[Evil Genius]

 

[SOCIALSUICIDE]

BRAGGING. "inb4" wont save you this time bud.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

I do not talk with anyone but I understand your sensation

Its ogre

 

[Aspievirgin]

I’ve had the same problem I was buying beer at the same place everyday. It got to the point where all the cashiers knew me by name and didn’t even need to check my ID because they knew my birthdate by heart. And then they would start making snarky comments like you just bought one of these yesterday or man you sure do drink a lot of beer. So I started changing it up and going to different places to buy alcohol each day as of right now I have 3 different places I go throughout the week to avoid these kind of situations.

 

[metal]

I am 100 % isolated, you should do the same thing to avoid this sensation

 

[NEETAndTidy]

I’ve had the same problem I was buying beer at the same place everyday. It got to the point where all the cashiers knew me by name and didn’t even need to check my ID because they knew my birthdate by heart. And then they would start making snarky comments like you just bought one of these yesterday or man you sure do drink a lot of beer. So I started changing it up and going to different places to buy alcohol each day as of right now I have 3 different places I go throughout the week to avoid these kind of situations.

I do the same thing dude I go to a local pizza place, a local grocery store, and the beer distributor.

 

[Mickeyonacid]

BRAGGING. "inb4" wont save you this time bud.

How tf is he bragging this is one of the saddest and most relatable OPs I've ever read

 

[NEETAndTidy]

I am 100 % isolated, you should do the same thing to avoid this sensation

If I could get beer delivered I would

 

[PersonalityChad]

slayer

 

[Cuyen]

 

[MaxZM98]

you go to bars and get drunk like a normie but you have agoraphobia?

 

[NEETAndTidy]

you go to bars and get drunk like a normie but you have agoraphobia?

? A beer distributor isnt a bar

 

[IHateMySelf]

Somebody know your name???? That is great. We are pround of you,boyo!!

 

[Untermenschcel]

I can relate this is sad. Meanwhile a foid takes step out her house after spending the night with 3 chads and 30 bluepilled cucks show up following her everywhere

 

[metal]

but for a 100 % isolated truecel going to a distributor is however a big sacrifice

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I know exactly what you mean. Once people get to know you it's usually time to to fold up one's tent as an aspie. Can't even have friends, because I feel things get awkward.

I'd love to burkamaxx. You manlets can easily pass as some muslima. Is there any solution for tallcels, maybe even something that works outside of shopping scenarios as well?

 

[Deleted member 1983]

ask if you can put your pee pee in her vagenna.

 

[FiveFourManlet]

fakecel a foid talked to you, i am TALK-LESS, SMELL-LESS, NAME-KNOWING-LESS.

 

[Grotesque]

Don't spell loneliness like Chris-Chan.

 

[Angus13]

If I could get beer delivered I would

Why can't you just go to the grocer or mini mart and buy beer, and take it home?

I'm more of a stoner than an drinker, but I drink liquor 2-3 nights a week, I'd prefer to drink alone...

 

[ChronicPaincel]

I know that feeling all too well.

 

[Deleted member 12355]

One if the girls who works at the beer place who is typically there when I show up knows my name apparently.


I go there nearly every day but when I walked in today she greeted me with "Hey NEET! Hows it going today?"

Clearly just being friendly but I was completely fucking speechless. Nobody ever acknowledges me. It literally made my day.

But in reflection. She was just doing her job and greeting a loyal customer. My autism cant handle this. I dont want to go back because I know she probably laughs behind my back about what a drunk I am.

I'm so lonely that someone knowing my fucking name made my day. The absolute state of my lonliness is reaching critical mass.

Inb4 "bragging" inb4 "fakecel a foid talked to you"

This is the most validation I've received in years and it was an absolute stranger I cant handle this shit much longer

Yeah, same. Can really relate with the autism part. I always get happy when cashiers or female teachers are nice to me, or just don't treat me like the subhuman foids who aren't literally paid to be nice to me do. I get this instinctual urge to make a move because I'm fucking autistic whenever that happens. But then I realize it's just their job to be that way

 

[Sitokirment]

People around town recognize me because of my parents. There's still absolutely no respect from any woman in my dating bracket. I go the local casino regularly and the waitresses there never pay me attention. Older women pity me with no attempt to hide it.

fakecel a foid talked to you, i am TALK-LESS, SMELL-LESS, NAME-KNOWING-LESS.

Did you make your avatar holloween-themed?

 

[janoycresva]

same dude tbh

 

[Lord Byron]

You can’t trust social signals from foids who are on the clock. If it’s part of their job to be nice to you, it doesn’t mean anything.

 

[ImpureIncel]

Starbucks are doing this thing where they ask you for your name and write it on your coffee, last time I was there a young foid at the till asked for my name and I awkwardly said "...I prefer not to say", I ordered a vanilla latte that time.

 

[CopeWithTheRope]

I am 100 % isolated, you should do the same thing to avoid this sensation

Listen to this boyo.

 

[Deleted member 13256]

Honestly this forum is all I need for human interaction.

 

[StaroRavager]

Slayer. All jokes aside, its gotten to the point where I can't even take a friendly greeting from strangers irl because I can practically sense their true feelings about me

 

[FiveFourManlet]

Did you make your avatar holloween-themed?[/QUOTE]
Yes.

 

[NocturnalDecay]

Dude I cant even go to a bar I look like a kid

 

[Azaylias]

i never know how the fuck im supposed to respond when someone says something nice to me, i literally just freeze

 

[fOreVER]

Shows how cold foids are. When they act nice you think that they are flirting.

And the same cucks want us to treat them equally

 

[Deleted member 14490]

I order everything online so I don't have to interact with anyone.

 

[Anger]

Literally the chaddest

 

[randomloli]

You know it's over when a woman just showing you common courtesy makes your heart race.