In case it gets deleted:
Ever hated being attractive? I (19F) do. First, let me make it clear: I'm not like super, duper, groundshakingly hot. I'm pretty attractive and I get pretty good attention from men. I'm also quite open with dating and experimenting. I'm fun, I guess. I also like to dress pretty.
And that's the problem. Men only view me as a pair of boobs, thighs, butts and a hole. They only want to fuck me. It's like I'm pretty enough to fuck but not pretty enough to lock down, you know? I get sexualised and objectified quite often. I get creepy DMs. It's honestly annoying. And now I don't know who to trust. Been played and taken advantage of quite a bit.
I want to be in a healthy committed relationship and lose my virginity to someone who actually wants me. But alas, the love bombers, players, ghosters and emotionally unavailable men never seem to leave me alone. I've even started reverse catfishing on dating apps to keep the creeps away.
Honestly, I wish I had been a little less attractive. Maybe then the creeps would stay away.