Serious The spiral of being depressed/hope- and purposeless --> not doing shit --> depressed --> tired, repeat

[TheGrayWolf]

Or something like that. No purpose or hope gives you no motivation, makes you not do shit, makes you feel shit, with time bad sleep and tiredness, which makes you even less motivated.

But above all, no hope or purpose due to external factors => sit around, rot. It's a death-spiral.

I have to spend my summer looking for a job and writing a long college essay. I heard that a 18 year old boy a few houses away from me is going on beach vacation with his hot gf.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Don't try if someone else gets it for free

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

Or something like that. No purpose or hope gives you no motivation, makes you not do shit, makes you feel shit, with time bad sleep and tiredness, which makes you even less motivated.

But above all, no hope or purpose due to external factors => sit around, rot. It's a death-spiral.

I have to spend my summer looking for a job and writing a long college essay. I heard that a 18 year old boy a few houses away from me is going on beach vacation with his hot gf.

Somebody told me that he saw your face

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Somebody told me that he saw your face

Was it StupidClown who told you this? I always have my camera covered, and never shared my pic with anyone. You must either be mistaken or lying or being lied to.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Don't try if someone else gets it for free

Well that's my point, feeling hopeless and purposeless makes me feel crap, knowing I can't do anything. And yes, knowing others do it for free, makes it worse too.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Well that's my point, feeling hopeless and purposeless makes me feel crap, knowing I can't do anything. And yes, knowing others do it for free, makes it worse too.

Do it for yourself is all I'm saying. Find what you love based off of how you feel, and who you want to be.

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

Was it StupidClown who told you this? I always have my camera covered, and never shared my pic with anyone. You must either be mistaken or lying or being lied to.

@sk.feelsdevil

 

[TheGrayWolf]

@sk.feelsdevil

liar bc impossible

 

[plastic chewer]

At least you're motivated enough to be enrolled in college and look for work, I'm too drained to even wash my clothes anymore.

 

[incelno.1]

Exactly what I'm going through

 

[TheGrayWolf]

At least you're motivated enough to be enrolled in college and look for work, I'm too drained to even wash my clothes anymore.

Brutal. To be fair I'm studying 100% from home (remotely, no in person contact), I live at home and my parents are forcing me to look for work. I'm 28.
I also feel bad for leeching of my mom at home.

 

[plastic chewer]

Brutal. To be fair I'm studying 100% from home (remotely, no in person contact), I live at home and my parents are forcing me to look for work. I'm 28.
I also feel bad for leeching of my mom at home.

Props to you on having the strength to push on given your situation.
There should be some easy part-time work in Germany which you can find, contributing at least something should feel good I suppose.

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

liar bc impossible

That's what he said me in voice chat

 

[TheGrayWolf]

That's what he said me in voice chat

It’s not possible. I never shared a photo of myself to anyone. My computer is very secure, I know my way around basic precautions, plus webcam covered with tape, I don’t click any suspicious links (and even then, everything is sandboxed)… if he did see a face it certainly wasn’t me.

@sk.feelsdevil

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

It’s not possible. I never shared a photo of myself to anyone. My computer is very secure, I know my way around basic precautions, plus webcam covered with tape, I don’t click any suspicious links (and even then, everything is sandboxed)… if he did see a face it certainly wasn’t me.

@sk.feelsdevil

You and stalker are interesting individuals.

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

It’s not possible. I never shared a photo of myself to anyone. My computer is very secure, I know my way around basic precautions, plus webcam covered with tape, I don’t click any suspicious links (and even then, everything is sandboxed)… if he did see a face it certainly wasn’t me.

@sk.feelsdevil

Then I am confused. It was someone claiming to be you... Fuck! It could have been a fed.
I need to delete all of my data. brb

 

[TheGrayWolf]

You and stalker are interesting individuals.

I know I am, but what makes you say that?

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

I know I am, but what makes you say that?

You both very cautious and stalker blatantly lies about he not being a neonazi and antisemitic for his safety.
You are talking like stalker about your face, there is something suspicious here

 

[TheGrayWolf]

You both very cautious

I don't have anything to hide, I just don't want my face out there/small chance of being doxxed.

You are talking like stalker about your face, there is something suspicious here

That's because I described it to him, and here on the forum, plenty of times.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Then I am confused. It was someone claiming to be you... Fuck! It could have been a fed.
I need to delete all of my data. brb

someone claimed to be me, on here? on discord? or where???

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

This whole situation is so strange

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

Then I am confused. It was someone claiming to be you... Fuck! It could have been a fed.
I need to delete all of my data. brb

You are glowing so hard

 

[TheGrayWolf]

This whole situation is so strange

He might have just been joking, I don't know. If someone did claim to be me and sent some random photo, that's a bit worrying.

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

He might have just been joking, I don't know. If someone did claim to be me and sent some random photo, that's a bit worrying.

He was not joking at all , you both are so smelly. After all the betrayals to me, i don't have a single drop of trust on anybody.
Why would he lie about such unimportant thing? If something you are lying, and he messed up by saying me stuff. You are definetly into something

 

[TheGrayWolf]

i don't have a single drop of trust on anybody.

what can I say? no clue why you’re attacking me all of a sudden

why he would lie? Idk, maybe he was drunk? high? likes to larp? Either way idc bc i never shared my pic

you know when we’re throwing accusations around, i think YOU might be into smth

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

what can I say? no clue why you’re attacking me all of a sudden

Not attacking you, just saying this whole thing don't smell good

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

why he would lie? Idk, maybe he was drunk? high? likes to larp? Either way idc bc i never shared my pic

You would need a fuck ton of psychodelics to get high enough to hallucinate and think that you sent a pic to him... I don't see why he would lie to me about such thing.
It's ok man is just that you two don't seem like people I would trust much lmao

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Not attacking you, just saying this whole thing don't smell good

good. and you're right, it doesn't but i have no clue what's going on either. if anyone should be "worried" it's me, idk if you shared any info with stalker but I advise you to not share anything with anyone. one reason i'm not and will never share my pic

 

[TheGrayWolf]

You would need a fuck ton of psychodelics to get high enough to hallucinate and think that you sent a pic to him... I don't see why he would lie to me about such thing.

I have no clue what his thinking was

It's ok man is just that you two don't seem like people I would trust much lmao

bro that's fine, i have enough (online) friends on here

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

good. and you're right, it doesn't but i have no clue what's going on either. if anyone should be "worried" it's me, idk if you shared any info with stalker but I advise you to not share anything with anyone. one reason i'm not and will never share my pic

I'm learning the lesson recently

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I'm learning the lesson recently

good

 

[TheGrayWolf]

You would need a fuck ton of psychodelics to get high enough to hallucinate and think that you sent a pic to him... I don't see why he would lie to me about such thing.
It's ok man is just that you two don't seem like people I would trust much lmao

this was supposed to be a gif

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Then I am confused. It was someone claiming to be you... Fuck! It could have been a fed.
I need to delete all of my data. brb

what happened man? were you just joking or who pretended to be me?? i'd like to know