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Personalityinkwell
mentally crippled by lonely teen years
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This is a personal story that i've been a bit afraid to share, but because i'm drunk and low inhib, i've decide to post now.
basically. 6th grade was when my bullying started, I was called "pimpleface" or "shitface" constantly, and if i went to the teachers for help, they did nothing, and kids basically laughed at me for asking for help
all throughout the year, my mom was dying of cancer, and i was getting bullied. my basic routine would be going to school, enduring being bullied, and coming home to spend time with my mom in her last days.
eventually, my birthday came, and kids were nice to me. but only because it was my birthday.
the next day, they started being mean to me. i said "why so mean"
they said "it's not your birthday, we don't have to be nice to you"
i felt like shit, i visited my mom later that day in hospice, and she couldn't even talk, she was on life support
the next day, she died
i was a wreck, i had to take off from school the next few days
when i came back, everyone was "nice" to me, being sympathetic, yet when i complained about being bullied, they scoffed in my face.
this lasted mostly til the end of the year, and of course the next school year the bullying continued
i simply can't view any human as being a sympathetic creature ever, they are all sociopaths
basically. 6th grade was when my bullying started, I was called "pimpleface" or "shitface" constantly, and if i went to the teachers for help, they did nothing, and kids basically laughed at me for asking for help
all throughout the year, my mom was dying of cancer, and i was getting bullied. my basic routine would be going to school, enduring being bullied, and coming home to spend time with my mom in her last days.
eventually, my birthday came, and kids were nice to me. but only because it was my birthday.
the next day, they started being mean to me. i said "why so mean"
they said "it's not your birthday, we don't have to be nice to you"
i felt like shit, i visited my mom later that day in hospice, and she couldn't even talk, she was on life support
the next day, she died
i was a wreck, i had to take off from school the next few days
when i came back, everyone was "nice" to me, being sympathetic, yet when i complained about being bullied, they scoffed in my face.
this lasted mostly til the end of the year, and of course the next school year the bullying continued
i simply can't view any human as being a sympathetic creature ever, they are all sociopaths
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