It's Over The slightest thing can trigger my sadness (example)

[Ellsworth]

Tonight while on my nightly walk I was walking past a house and in the window I saw a dude and saw and heard his garage door closing. This instantly conjured up images of me being a normie and married to a cute wife. I imagined being in the house and she just parked her car in the garage and is on her way into the house to give me a kiss. From then I would look forward to relaxing with her for the evening and having dinner. SRS.

 

[Deleted member 26032]

Same

 

[Ellsworth]

Same

Can you elab and give an example?

 

[Deleted member 26032]

Can you elab and give an example?

Whenever I'm enjoying any cope, my brain will automatically fire up that it's just a cope and my life is meaningless and I'm going to rope sooner than later.

 

[Ellsworth]

Whenever I'm enjoying any cope, my brain will automatically fire up that it's just a cope and my life is meaningless and I'm going to rope sooner than later.

Damn. Brutal.

 

[legocelkhv]

I have to keep myself always busy to keep myself from wanting to kill myself, lately its been studying

 

[Pengwin]

I can relate. I always have to keep my sanity in check.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I'm not trying to be an asshole when I say this but get your t-level checked. Not everything is supposed to trigger literal tears my man. I'm sorry to hear of you feeling bad though.

 

[Ellsworth]

I'm not trying to be an asshole when I say this but get your t-level checked. Not everything is supposed to trigger literal tears my man. I'm sorry to hear of you feeling bad though.

I didn’t trigger tears just a thought about what I’m missing out on. Oh and btw I inject test and my levels are well over 1500.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I didn’t trigger tears just a thought about what I’m missing out on. Oh and btw I inject test and my levels are well over 1500.

Oh ok cool. Just worried man. Whatever is causing your sadness, I hope it will pass. I take walks to help clear my head so I don't mope on this computer so much.

 

[SillyTruecel]

me too

it's over