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I post here as an incel of 29.
It was over from the start.
A diagnosis of Asperger's syndrome from the age of five.
Victimized and bullied the last time I attended a regular school back in 1995.
Special needs education from age 6-16.
Most of that at a boarding school where I was ripped from a normal community during the week and the local kids down the street saw me taken away in a taxi on Mondays and arriving on Fridays.
In the special school, the kids were severely autistic. In the sense that they didn't interact normally at all, hit themselves in the head and had weird tantrums for no reason.
In 2006 when I was freed from my incarceration at the special school, I attempted to attend a local "youth club". It was here that I was physically assaulted, bullied, ridiculed, but mostly, humiliated in front of femoids. I continued to go there until the end of 2008, when I turned 19.
It was also where I saw my first Stacy, Sinead Dibble.
https://www.facebook.com/sinead.dib...101859810276737250907411511079108891208610081
We were mere teens back then, I was a mere worm.
She was popular, I never approached her because, what would be the point?
She would not have time for a WORM like me, with all the "chads to be" orbiting around her.
I ALMOST approached her in 2008 when we were both in the club building alone, but then an annoying younger normie burst through the door just as I was walking up to the faux bar to say "hi".
The youth club was a brief time that I was around ppl my own age.
I went to community college between 07-10 but I made the mistake of studying a nerd subject (ICT), so there were no women on that. There was of course a campus to roam around on but that was before I knew about confrontational approaching and putting femoids on the spot.
After college I went to university (2010-2012) but I was locked onto the ICT course due to having studied it previously. Again, there were three ugly femoids on the course. Plenty of approach targets around the campus but that was before I knew about approaching.
This was also a time that I got into my deepest, darkest fetish:
Female autopsies
There is nothing I like more than seeing an attractive young women, on the autopsy slab, being taken apart down to her organs.
I know it's wrong and it shocks people but it provides a kind of sexual ecstasy to me.
I was in severe depression when I was at uni, masturbating several times a day to female autopsy videos that I had unexpectedly found on the internet. Those were, in fact, my darkest days ever.
I can elaborate on that in another thread.
Once I had finished university it was then a case of not being even able to use my diploma from university because I didn't have any experience in the ICT industry.
So I had to get manual jobs dominated by old men.
It was not unusual for me to be the youngest person working in the job, no femoids to speak of.
Part time jobs are not something you can get any self worth from.
A failed attempt to be a true man and join the army sealed my fate as one of life's true losers.
I never did have any regular female contact or interaction throughout my life to even get used to the wicked ways of these hateful creatures.
Most of my spare time has been spent hunched over my computer on the internet, completely isolated from normies.
That is from 2006-now by the way, so we are talking nearly 15 years, or 1/2 of my life in isolation, shut away, away from people.
This year I decided to try the direct cold approach, which you will see me posting up from the other website I got banned from.
My biggest regret, is missing out on YOUNG girls, when they are in their prime aged 16-27.
I am not in their age range anymore, people would even look at me funny for getting with a 20 year old at my age.
It was over from the start.
A diagnosis of Asperger's syndrome from the age of five.
Victimized and bullied the last time I attended a regular school back in 1995.
Special needs education from age 6-16.
Most of that at a boarding school where I was ripped from a normal community during the week and the local kids down the street saw me taken away in a taxi on Mondays and arriving on Fridays.
In the special school, the kids were severely autistic. In the sense that they didn't interact normally at all, hit themselves in the head and had weird tantrums for no reason.
In 2006 when I was freed from my incarceration at the special school, I attempted to attend a local "youth club". It was here that I was physically assaulted, bullied, ridiculed, but mostly, humiliated in front of femoids. I continued to go there until the end of 2008, when I turned 19.
It was also where I saw my first Stacy, Sinead Dibble.
https://www.facebook.com/sinead.dib...101859810276737250907411511079108891208610081
We were mere teens back then, I was a mere worm.
She was popular, I never approached her because, what would be the point?
She would not have time for a WORM like me, with all the "chads to be" orbiting around her.
I ALMOST approached her in 2008 when we were both in the club building alone, but then an annoying younger normie burst through the door just as I was walking up to the faux bar to say "hi".
The youth club was a brief time that I was around ppl my own age.
I went to community college between 07-10 but I made the mistake of studying a nerd subject (ICT), so there were no women on that. There was of course a campus to roam around on but that was before I knew about confrontational approaching and putting femoids on the spot.
After college I went to university (2010-2012) but I was locked onto the ICT course due to having studied it previously. Again, there were three ugly femoids on the course. Plenty of approach targets around the campus but that was before I knew about approaching.
This was also a time that I got into my deepest, darkest fetish:
Female autopsies
There is nothing I like more than seeing an attractive young women, on the autopsy slab, being taken apart down to her organs.
I know it's wrong and it shocks people but it provides a kind of sexual ecstasy to me.
I was in severe depression when I was at uni, masturbating several times a day to female autopsy videos that I had unexpectedly found on the internet. Those were, in fact, my darkest days ever.
I can elaborate on that in another thread.
Once I had finished university it was then a case of not being even able to use my diploma from university because I didn't have any experience in the ICT industry.
So I had to get manual jobs dominated by old men.
It was not unusual for me to be the youngest person working in the job, no femoids to speak of.
Part time jobs are not something you can get any self worth from.
A failed attempt to be a true man and join the army sealed my fate as one of life's true losers.
I never did have any regular female contact or interaction throughout my life to even get used to the wicked ways of these hateful creatures.
Most of my spare time has been spent hunched over my computer on the internet, completely isolated from normies.
That is from 2006-now by the way, so we are talking nearly 15 years, or 1/2 of my life in isolation, shut away, away from people.
This year I decided to try the direct cold approach, which you will see me posting up from the other website I got banned from.
My biggest regret, is missing out on YOUNG girls, when they are in their prime aged 16-27.
I am not in their age range anymore, people would even look at me funny for getting with a 20 year old at my age.
