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Edmund_Kemper
Disregard my larping efforts. I can’t change it.
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i am now a 23 year old man and i feel old as shit. now i could be verbally abused or ostracized for dating an 18/19 year old. even dating a 20 year old could cause stigmatization from others. but i really want an 18 year old girlfriend, but it isn't because i wanna take advantage of her. besides, i am an autistic KHHV without a license, and she has a license and probably lost her virginity and has dated before, if anything she could take advantage of me. i want one because i missed out. missing out on teen love didn't bother me in hs. but missing out on college love was brutal as shit. missing out on teen love is bad, but missing out on young adult love is worse. i'm an old man now and i never got to experience anything. so missing out makes me wanna date an 18 year old, to relive those years i won't get back and compensate for what i missed out on. and i'm attracted predominantly to young women, and most men (including old men are too). if she's 18, she has much more of her youthful years left than a 23 year old who has only a few years left. and no this doesn't mean i can't handle someone my own age, but i want someone who will make me relive what i missed out on.
as a 23 year old elder, i empathize a bit with the guys on TCAP (to an extent, because tbh i doubt they're doing it because they missed out on their youth, i think they just get off on the taboo nature of their crime, and plus some of them go after 13 year olds which i have no interest at all in). but i missed out on everything. 75% of college students will enter a long-term relationship in college. A majority of college students have hooked up before and a majority (i think 66% from what i remember) are sexually active, and yes the normies are sexually active too so stop copemaxxing because you're a small tiny minority and missing out on what most are experiencing. i never been to a college party. i never got to make friends in college. i went to some crummy ass community college full of ethnics, truecels and landwhales and people there are antisocial.
as a 23 year old elder, i empathize a bit with the guys on TCAP (to an extent, because tbh i doubt they're doing it because they missed out on their youth, i think they just get off on the taboo nature of their crime, and plus some of them go after 13 year olds which i have no interest at all in). but i missed out on everything. 75% of college students will enter a long-term relationship in college. A majority of college students have hooked up before and a majority (i think 66% from what i remember) are sexually active, and yes the normies are sexually active too so stop copemaxxing because you're a small tiny minority and missing out on what most are experiencing. i never been to a college party. i never got to make friends in college. i went to some crummy ass community college full of ethnics, truecels and landwhales and people there are antisocial.