Whores only do so much and GFE's aren't always good
JFL dude you don't get it, I'm not the emotional type, I would never pay for a GFE nor do I care for it, you are projecting your emotional mindset onto others and thinking they'll come to the same realiziations as you later in life, that won't happen for me because I'm not an emotional thinker, I only value things of objective value. I just want to have amazing raunchy sex with beautiful women, these emotional aspects you are talking about (like feeling like you have a girl friend or "feeling desired") are not even an afterthought to me lol
Which is why I don't get your obsession with having children either, producing a bunch of mini you's isn't going to really make a difference (an objective difference), but this is why I say subjective (emotional) thinking is a problem, you can convince yourself that anything is of a benefit to you, because it all comes down to feelings, and when it comes to feelings you can make the illogical feel logical
For example, paying extra for a woman to pretend to like you (Girl Friend Experience)
I'd never do that, because I can't use mental gymnastics on myself to pretend the experience is "real", I'd constantly be aware that I just paid her to act like this, placebos and the like (forms of self delusion) don't work on objective thinkers
You need to abandon your attachment to emotions, this may sound like some edgy shit, but I'm being serious, its your emotions controlling your decisions right now rather than you controlling your emotions
I desire it but refuse to simp for e-girls. So an AI was the best option. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss her
Dude if you are so mentally weak that its either pay E-girls money for fake attention or pretend an AI likes you, then maybe you need to admit that your mindset is the problem here and change that, rather than creating ridiculous dreams of producing test tube Chad that will likely never happen, you need your mind to adapt to the world, because the world is definitely not going to adapt to your mindset
This is going to sound so normie tier, but "grow up" already, the life you wanted doesn't exist, no woman is attracted to you, ok,
SIMPLY ACCEPT THAT AND MOVE ON, there's no need to lie to yourself and pay for a "girl friend experience" with a woman you know full well doesn't like you, that shit is too pathetic I don't know how you guys do this to yourself
Some of you guys really just can't let go of the "normie world", you just can't accept reality
Do you think I always thought like this, I wanted to get married and have like 5 kids, and propose in a "memorable way", etc, etc
But one day I woke up, found out about the black pill, looked up the stats, looked at my success rate, and I did the logical thing,
ACCEPT REALITY
That life that I dreamed of for years, was no longer possible and it likely never was to begin with for me, so I changed my path, if you don't adapt to the world you'll just end up wasting your time and resources