Deleted member 22572
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my eyes rlly sting cuz I've been on my phone since midnight and is nearly 5am. I dunno where the time went. Im gonna accept now that I'm addicted to my phone.
Logically you would decide to take a break from your phone in this situation. But considering I'm an ugly male who has been bullied and ostrasized and treated like shit . what better do I have to do with my time?
I need time to recover from the brutality at my college. I only go in 3 days a week but still i don't have enough time to recover. On days where I go in my body will ache and I feel tired and I get home then blink and I have to go in again.
It's like I'm constantly switching gears or like I'm constantly drowning without enough time to reach the surface.
Once I get home from college I need an escape from reality to take my mind of tings and I have no friends and no access to drugs so all I've got is my phone and Vidya and I don't even like them that much. It's just that I've got nothing better to do
I have creative projects I wanna work on in free time but I only have enough time to recover (rot) and then go back to college where I suffer more and then need more time to recover. I'm in a constant cycle that I can't break out of
Logically you would decide to take a break from your phone in this situation. But considering I'm an ugly male who has been bullied and ostrasized and treated like shit . what better do I have to do with my time?
I need time to recover from the brutality at my college. I only go in 3 days a week but still i don't have enough time to recover. On days where I go in my body will ache and I feel tired and I get home then blink and I have to go in again.
It's like I'm constantly switching gears or like I'm constantly drowning without enough time to reach the surface.
Once I get home from college I need an escape from reality to take my mind of tings and I have no friends and no access to drugs so all I've got is my phone and Vidya and I don't even like them that much. It's just that I've got nothing better to do
I have creative projects I wanna work on in free time but I only have enough time to recover (rot) and then go back to college where I suffer more and then need more time to recover. I'm in a constant cycle that I can't break out of