The problem with aging is that the experiences you've missed out on can never be replicated

[Deleted member 7448]

I'm not talking just about sex, though that is also true, we'll never get to experience the wonderful experience of having a teen girlfriend while we were in highschool, who is still has some of that childish innocence and gives her virginity to us.

For some reason it just recently dawned on me, once you're over a certain age, you can't do a lot of things any more. There's certain things you can only do when in highschool, certain things in college, then as a young adult there's some things unique to that age.

And yet I've squandered all my youth. Since a young age glued to my laptop and spending all of my free time doing ... I don't even remember what, playing dumb games.

The worst part is that this is who I am. I don't like interacting with people, going out of the house, and yet by not doing those things time just slowly passes me by, and I become older, having experienced nothing and yet considered a grown-ass adult by now. But I won't change, I just don't like being around people, not that I even get the chance any more, and even if I did I'd probably avoid people anyway.

 

[anon]

The agepill is really starting to take its toll on me. I'm 24, 25 soon. Just a few years ago the agepill never crossed my mind, but these days it's almost all I think about.

Since a young age glued to my laptop and spending all of my free time doing ... I don't even remember what, playing dumb games.

Same. Thousands of hours of stupid youtube videos, memes, shitty games/MMOs, browsing 4chan etc. That's been my entire youth.

The worst part is that this is who I am. I don't like interacting with people, going out of the house, and yet by not doing those things time just slowly passes me by, and I become older, having experienced nothing and yet considered a grown-ass adult by now.

I'm the same way. I think I "like" doing what I do, but it feels wrong and it makes me feel bad sometimes. I'm not supposed to be this way, but it is what it is.

But I won't change, I just don't like being around people, not that I even get the chance any more, and even if I did I'd probably avoid people anyway.

I know I'll never change. If I live to be 50+, I'll still be playing games, browsing 4chan etc.

It's bizarre really, especially when I compare myself to someone like my dad who is a 100% serious adult. He's the exact opposite of me.
When he was my age, he fought in war. When the war ended he got married, had kids etc. I can't imagine what it's like to be normal.

I on the other hand I'm a complete embarrassment and a joke. I'm an adult in name only. Mentally I'm still 15 at best.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

The agepill is really starting to take its toll on me. I'm 24, 25 soon. Just a few years ago the agepill never crossed my mind, but these days it's almost all I think about.

Same. Thousands of hours of stupid youtube videos, memes, shitty games/MMOs, browsing 4chan etc. That's been my entire youth.

I'm the same way. I think I "like" doing what I do, but it feels wrong and it makes me feel bad sometimes. I'm not supposed to be this way, but it is what it is.

I know I'll never change. If I live to be 50+, I'll still be playing games, browsing 4chan etc.

It's bizarre really, especially when I compare myself to someone like my dad who is a 100% serious adult. He's the exact opposite of me.
When he was my age, he fought in war. Later married, had kids etc. I can't imagine what it's like to be normal.

Yeah my dad is my total opposite. He's almost 70 now and he's still more active than me.

If I weren't working (cause I gotta pay for food and stuff) I'd literally be browsing the internet and playing games the entire time while I'm awake. Boy, do I hate work.

 

[Napoleon de Nascar]

Every year makes finding of non ageist teen waifu more difficult. "Look for woman your age". Tfu on roasties. 20yo, no more. But girls of that age already used cunts, and turned into ordinary femoids, not chuuni teens anymore

 

[anon]

Boy, do I hate work.

I'm still at college. I dread having to work soon. I don't even go to classes because I absolutely hate going outside.

 

[BRCel123]

nothing hits harder than the agepill, time is everything

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I'm still at college. I dread having to work soon. I don't even go to classes because I absolutely hate going outside.

Yeah, I hated going outside so much I became an alcoholic and dropped out once. Man, that sucked, wasted all my parents' money abroad, missed the chance at a good life in a better country. Ended up getting a useless Psychology degree from my home country, a degree not even useful as toilet paper, even though I spent a lot of effort getting it.

 

[anon]

Yeah, I hated going outside so much I became an alcoholic and dropped out once. Man, that sucked, wasted all my parents' money abroad, missed the chance at a good life in a better country. Ended up getting a useless Psychology degree from my home country, a degree not even useful as toilet paper, even though I spent a lot of effort getting it and even had the government pay for it.

Initially I was studying IT, but it was too hard for me because I rarely attended classes and I'm too low IQ for programming. After a year of that I had to switch to a sort of a night school programme. I don't know what it's called in English, but basically the classes were after 4-5pm. I failed again because I'm too low IQ.
After two years of failure I switched courses and now I'm working on a complete meme degree. It's basically 100% useless unless you're a hyper NT normie.
I feel so sorry for my dad. He's wasted so much money on my education and I keep failing him. He's already spent something like 6 or 7k euros and I'm only in my second year.
It looks like I'm going to fail this year too. Sometimes I just want to quit and tell my dad that he's wasting money.
My first year of this new course was actually ok. I passed all but one exam out of 16 total, but this year it's much worse. I'm back to my old ways. There's also mandatory class presentations.
I should have expected something like this would happen because this course is for hyper NT normies, but I had no other choice.

 

[kingturtle]

Yeah, I hated going outside so much I became an alcoholic and dropped out once. Man, that sucked, wasted all my parents' money abroad, missed the chance at a good life in a better country. Ended up getting a useless Psychology degree from my home country, a degree not even useful as toilet paper, even though I spent a lot of effort getting it.

What country are you in?

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Initially I was studying IT, but it was too hard for me because I rarely attended classes and I'm too low IQ for programming. After a year of that I had to switch to a sort of a night school programme. I don't know what it's called in English, but basically the classes were after 4-5pm. I failed again because I'm too low IQ.
I switched courses completely and now I'm working on a complete meme degree. It's basically 100% useless unless you're a hyper NT normie.
I feel so sorry for my dad. He's wasted so much money on my education and I keep failing him. He's already spent something like 6 or 7k euros and I'm only in my second year.
It looks like I'm going to fail this year too. Sometimes I just want to quit and tell my dad that he's just wasting money.
My first year of this new course was actually ok. I passed all but one exam, but this year it's much worse. I'm back to my old ways. There's also mandatory class presentations.
I should have expected something like this would happen because this course is for hyper NT normies.

Yeah, hyper NT normies can get something out of my degree. Maybe not much, but they sure can use it for something. I couldn't, I basically just have a useless piece of paper that says I wasted 3 years of my life doing shit I didn't like for absolutely nothing. As for the money thing, when I lived abroad for almost 2 years I spent all my parents' life savings. My country is really poor, but my parents still saved up their whole lives to send me to study abroad. And I fucking wasted it all and dropped out.

 

[RopeMaXXer]

The worst part is that this is who I am. I don't like interacting with people, going out of the house, and yet by not doing those things time just slowly passes me by, and I become older, having experienced nothing and yet considered a grown-ass adult by now. But I won't change, I just don't like being around people, not that I even get the chance any more, and even if I did I'd probably avoid people anyway.

This always hits me like a truck more than anything when I have my pathetic stints of trying to go out and chat up so pig women.
What the fuck was I thinking. What am I even doing.

 

[anon]

Yeah, hyper NT normies can get something out of my degree. Maybe not much, but they sure can use it for something. I couldn't, I basically just have a useless piece of paper that says I wasted 3 years of my life doing shit I didn't like for absolutely nothing. As for the money thing, when I lived abroad for almost 2 years I spent all my parents' life savings. My country is really poor, but my parents still saved up their whole lives to send me to study abroad. And I fucking wasted it all and dropped out.

I know exactly how you feel. I know which country you're from. My country is about as poor as yours, but my parents are middle class. Still, if I ever do finish my degree my dad will have spent over 10k euros. 5k more than he had initially planned (because I failed 3 years.)
His monthly wage is around 1500 euros after taxes, but my mom earns just above minimum wage for my country.

 

[Hate_my_life]

Initially I was studying IT, but it was too hard for me because I rarely attended classes and I'm too low IQ for programming. After a year of that I had to switch to a sort of a night school programme. I don't know what it's called in English, but basically the classes were after 4-5pm. I failed again because I'm too low IQ.
After two years of failure I switched courses and now I'm working on a complete meme degree. It's basically 100% useless unless you're a hyper NT normie.
I feel so sorry for my dad. He's wasted so much money on my education and I keep failing him. He's already spent something like 6 or 7k euros and I'm only in my second year.
It looks like I'm going to fail this year too. Sometimes I just want to quit and tell my dad that he's wasting money.
My first year of this new course was actually ok. I passed all but one exam out of 16 total, but this year it's much worse. I'm back to my old ways. There's also mandatory class presentations.
I should have expected something like this would happen because this course is for hyper NT normies, but I had no other choice.

Exact reason stem is Incel central.

brb can stay in my room 24/7 and say I'm revising (not).
brb no social interaction with other humans
brb foids will drop out after first year because they're too dumb (ded srs)
brb brb

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

I know I'll never change. If I live to be 50+, I'll still be playing games, browsing 4chan etc.

It's bizarre really, especially when I compare myself to someone like my dad who is a 100% serious adult. He's the exact opposite of me.
When he was my age, he fought in war. When the war ended he got married, had kids etc. I can't imagine what it's like to be normal.

I on the other hand I'm a complete embarrassment and a joke. I'm an adult in name only. Mentally I'm still 15 at best.

I can relate to you 100%. We were even born in the saem year kek. I keep repeating to my self that i'm going to turn 25 soon since i can't believe that. I feel like i was 14/15 due to an adolescence to isolation/rejections/ridicule/ bad marks at high school and low interest both in school and in stupid shitty normie trashy interests like fashion/rap music/soccer-football etc.
I wasted a lot of time, not focused and browsing youtube (at least i can understand 100% spoken english now lol) after i dropped out of uni and enrolled in another. Uni wasn't a big satisfaction and relationships kept being shitty with 0 foids. I'm managing to start again only now, finishing a fucking 3 years degree at 25 (just lol). Agepill started to attack me, as i foresaw, at 24 (at 24 you somehow suddenly not feel "very young" any longer. This age really does sound like "grown up person" age) and i keep wondering what i'll do in the coming years (especially after 50 since i'll be alone in an aging dystopian Europe that will be probably submerged with immigrants and other ethnicities)

Yeah, I hated going outside so much I became an alcoholic and dropped out once. Man, that sucked, wasted all my parents' money abroad, missed the chance at a good life in a better country. Ended up getting a useless Psychology degree from my home country, a degree not even useful as toilet paper, even though I spent a lot of effort getting it.

Lol many of us in this forum are like twin brothers when it comes to age, philosophy, experiences and university lol

 

[Deleted member 1983]

you never had the opportunity because you are incel, going back in time to when you were younger wouldnt change shit, youd still be ugly and foids will still be shallow.

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

Initially I was studying IT, but it was too hard for me because I rarely attended classes and I'm too low IQ for programming. After a year of that I had to switch to a sort of a night school programme. I don't know what it's called in English, but basically the classes were after 4-5pm. I failed again because I'm too low IQ.
After two years of failure I switched courses and now I'm working on a complete meme degree. It's basically 100% useless unless you're a hyper NT normie.
I feel so sorry for my dad. He's wasted so much money on my education and I keep failing him. He's already spent something like 6 or 7k euros and I'm only in my second year.
It looks like I'm going to fail this year too. Sometimes I just want to quit and tell my dad that he's wasting money.
My first year of this new course was actually ok. I passed all but one exam out of 16 total, but this year it's much worse. I'm back to my old ways. There's also mandatory class presentations.
I should have expected something like this would happen because this course is for hyper NT normies, but I had no other choice.

What are you studying?

 

[anon]

This age really does sound like "grown up person" age) and i keep wondering what i'll do in the coming years (especially after 50 since i'll be alone in an aging dystopian Europe that will be probably submerged with immigrants and other ethnicities)

Lol many of us in this forum are like twin brothers when it comes to age, philosophy, experiences and university lol

Luckily my country is probably safe from middle eastern immigrants, but there's other issues like the country going bankrupt, no pensions etc.

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

I know exactly how you feel. I know which country you're from. My country is about as poor as yours, but my parents are middle class. Still, if I ever do finish my degree my dad will have spent over 10k euros. 5k more than he had initially planned (because I failed 3 years.)
His monthly wage is around 1500 euros after taxes, but my mom earns just above minimum wage for my country.

And where are you from boyos?

Luckily my country is probably safe from middle eastern immigrants, but there's other issues like the country going bankrupt, no pensions etc.

Let me guess: Spain/Portugal or Greece?

 

[anon]

What are you studying?

It's quite a specific degree and I'm afraid of doxxing myself because I've already mentioned my age, country and some other peculiarities of mine.
Doxxing me wouldn't really mean much because I have no photos of myself on the internet and I have 0 social contacts. I still don't want to get doxxed.

And where are you from boyos?

Let me guess: Spain/Portugal or Greece?

I'm right next to your country.

 

[johnnyb]

beyond me how you guys can be genuinely sad that you dont have the life history of a piece of shit normie trash filth. anyone whos life track is that of what you've written here I despise in everyway, and in no way would trade my current mental state for that of a normroach.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

It's quite a specific degree and I'm afraid of doxxing myself because I've already mentioned my age, country and some other peculiarities of mine. All I can say is that it's related to terrorism.
Doxxing me wouldn't really mean much because I have no photos of myself on the internet and I have 0 social contacts. I still don't want to get doxxed.

I'm right next to your country.

Yeah, I mentioned so many details about myself on this site tbh I'm pretty terrified I might've doxxed myself already.

beyond me how you guys can be genuinely sad that you dont have the life history of a piece of shit normie trash filth. anyone whos life track is that of what you've written here I despise in everyway, and in no way would trade my current mental state for that of a normroach.

It's not that I envy normies, it's that I've spent my entire youth on absolute wastes of time, things that I didn't even really enjoy. It's like I merely existed, it's like I pressed a button and teleported through time from the age of 13 to 26, having done nothing but constantly disappoint myself and my parents.

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

I'm right next to your country.

Slovenia, Croatia ?Ok

 

[Hikikomori]

Man my youth consisted of playing computer games and fapping.

Not much has changed tbh.

 

[kingturtle]

I'm not talking just about sex, though that is also true, we'll never get to experience the wonderful experience of having a teen girlfriend while we were in highschool, who is still has some of that childish innocence and gives her virginity to us.

For some reason it just recently dawned on me, once you're over a certain age, you can't do a lot of things any more. There's certain things you can only do when in highschool, certain things in college, then as a young adult there's some things unique to that age.

And yet I've squandered all my youth. Since a young age glued to my laptop and spending all of my free time doing ... I don't even remember what, playing dumb games.

The worst part is that this is who I am. I don't like interacting with people, going out of the house, and yet by not doing those things time just slowly passes me by, and I become older, having experienced nothing and yet considered a grown-ass adult by now. But I won't change, I just don't like being around people, not that I even get the chance any more, and even if I did I'd probably avoid people anyway.

i feel the same way. thanks for putting it in words. I have always dreamt of something better. in high school i was a loner and basically hated it. i wanted to go to a college and have friends, etc. but then i was forced to live at home and went into a deep depression. no friends, and i got horrible grades. i have wasted half of my life all alone and unhappy. i have wasted all my best years, and have nothing. i don't even have happy memories.

 

[mylifeistrash]

the only problem with aging is looks

if you were a 100 year old chad vampire who looked 21, but spent 99 years as an incel, you would be perfectly happy as you start slaying 18 year olds

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

We will never regain our childhoods tbh it's pretty over
The agepill is brutal

 

[TheRealChincel]

That’s why we have to hope this is a simulation, OP.

 

[Mainländer]

Also, after a certain age, life sucks if you haven't gotten a family. Imagine how bad our old age will be assuming we even reach it.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Also, after a certain age, life sucks if you haven't gotten a family. Imagine how bad our old age will bad assuming we even reach it.

If I make it to 50 it will be pretty weird. My parents will be dead and I literally have 0 other people in my life.

 

[DaveBuster]

Also, after a certain age, life sucks if you haven't gotten a family. Imagine how bad our old age will bad assuming we even reach it.

Baby boomers are having this big depression crisis because they're realizing their lives haven't amounted to shit. And that's baby boomers, who were given the world on a plate. Imagine when the next generations hit late middle age and have this crisis. It'll be western jihad (I hope).

 

[Michael15651]

nothing hits harder than the agepill, time is everything

Yet it flies by so quickly.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

nothing hits harder than the agepill, time is everything