Cope the only time i feel a little release from inceldom

[ADHD]

is when i listen to a love song by a woman, and i imagine some woman singing it to me specifically

i remember joining this forum at 15 years old, i was full of life, i tried everything, i'm just not the kind of guy that women love. in school i was bullied, and the bullies had more success with girls too. i was a mentalcel too, in school i was on the special ed program. but i still had some friends, still had a regular life a little bit. but i was extremely lonely and i got my first friend at 16 years old, unironically he's blackpilled now too.

but i just want away from it all, i don't wanna think about it. please. no more. i just wanna escape this

 

[Darth Aries]

That sounds like torture. I’d rather listen to star wars music and imagine a scenario where I become an evil dictator while my former oneitis watches me destroy the world in her name so that she knows the death of millions is on her hands (in star wars battlefront 2)

 

[reveries]

joining this forum at 15 years old

 

[Animecel2D]

I hate love songs

 

[ADHD]

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i'm done with my teen years

 

[ADHD]

That sounds like torture. I’d rather listen to star wars music and imagine a scenario where I become an evil dictator while my former oneitis watches me destroy the world in her name so that she knows the death of millions is on her hands (in star wars battlefront 2)

that sounds like imagining a mental punching bag honestly. i get you though, it's the anger and frustration, but i'm not frustrated anymore. just broken and sad. some of you will get to this point at some point as well

 

[reveries]

i'm done with my teen years

So you're at least twenty now (meaning not a teen) but was 15 in 2022?

 

[Darth Aries]

that sounds like imagining a mental punching bag honestly. i get you though, it's the anger and frustration, but i'm not frustrated anymore. just broken and sad. some of you will get to this point at some point as well

It’s just imagination at the end of the day. I’m too weak willed to take out the trash for my mom on most days, let alone take over the world

 

[ADHD]

I hate love songs

why do you hate love songs?

 

[Animecel2D]

why do you hate love songs?

It reminds me of what I will never have

 

[Thugs-4-Less]

That sounds like torture. I’d rather listen to star wars music and imagine a scenario where I become an evil dictator while my former oneitis watches me destroy the world in her name so that she knows the death of millions is on her hands (in star wars battlefront 2)

and then you choke her and throw her around like a chad

 

[ShadowSenpai]

I hate love songs

same

 

[ADHD]

It’s just imagination at the end of the day. I’m too weak willed to take out the trash for my mom on most days, let alone take over the world

yeah i get that, most of us aren't violent just frustrated and lonely. is there anything else that keeps you sane?

 

[ADHD]

So you're at least twenty now (meaning not a teen) but was 15 in 2022?

this is our first time talking and that's alot of questions honestly

 

[BSGMANLET]

is when i listen to a love song by a woman, and i imagine some woman singing it to me specifically

i remember joining this forum at 15 years old, i was full of life, i tried everything, i'm just not the kind of guy that women love. in school i was bullied, and the bullies had more success with girls too. i was a mentalcel too, in school i was on the special ed program. but i still had some friends, still had a regular life a little bit. but i was extremely lonely and i got my first friend at 16 years old, unironically he's blackpilled now too.

but i just want away from it all, i don't wanna think about it. please. no more. i just wanna escape this

Same I was also sped which just made my life a living hell.
Everyone called me slow and retarded even though I'm not.
So I fully understand where your coming from.

 

[ADHD]

It reminds me of what I will never have

fair enough

 

[ADHD]

Same I was also sped which just made my life a living hell.
Everyone called me slow and retarded even though I'm not.
So I fully understand where your coming from.

thank you bro, but honestly i feel a bit spoiled writing this, because atleast i wasn't bullied physically because i'm a bit tall and scary looking, but u have manlet in ur name so i can't even begin to understand ur pain

 

[Darth Aries]

yeah i get that, most of us aren't violent just frustrated and lonely. is there anything else that keeps you sane?

Cigarettes I guess? I’m really not who I used to be. I was once so much happier, but I became miserable when I saw that my situation wasn’t improving. I have brain fog most days, and time flies by way faster than it used to. I used to not have any anxiety, now I have to brace myself just to go to the store. I’m losing my mind but not in a low inhib jokermaxxed kind of way, more like a rotter slowly losing his health and brain function kind of way. Basically I’m a shell of the optimistic guy I used to be.

 

[ADHD]

Cigarettes I guess? I’m really not who I used to be. I was once so much happier, but I became miserable when I saw that my situation wasn’t improving. I have brain fog most days, and time flies by way faster than it used to. I used to not have any anxiety, now I have to brace myself just to go to the store. I’m losing my mind but not in a low inhib jokermaxxed kind of way, more like a rotter slowly losing his health and brain function kind of way. Basically I’m a shell of the optimistic guy I used to be.

damn, that sounds tough. honestly i've only heard things like this from people who took psych meds but that's a bit personal obviously. but hang in there bro you got this, and remember cigarettes aren't good for you

 

[BSGMANLET]

thank you bro, but honestly i feel a bit spoiled writing this, because atleast i wasn't bullied physically because i'm a bit tall and scary looking, but u have manlet in ur name so i can't even begin to understand ur pain

I got physically bullied in elementary after I got a glow up in hs people stopped bullying a little.
I looked pretty big despite my size so that helped.

 

[ADHD]

I got physically bullied in elementary after I got a glow up in hs people stopped bullying a little.
I looked pretty big despite my size so that helped.

that's good it stopped, how are you now? how's life

 

[Darth Aries]

damn, that sounds tough. honestly i've only heard things like this from people who took psych meds but that's a bit personal obviously. but hang in there bro you got this, and remember cigarettes aren't good for you

Thanks. Hopefully I can manage to start some healthier habits. It might not get me laid but hey at least I will feel like a human being again

 

[PrototypeCel]

Same I was also sped which just made my life a living hell.
Everyone called me slow and retarded even though I'm not.
So I fully understand where your coming from.

im not sped either even though i was in those classes but yeah i get made fun of for my voice i talk pretty slow and it changes often
idk whether to speak up or speak lower i never sound "normal" i guess

 

[Corvus]

this is our first time talking and that's alot of questions honestly

Children arent allowed on this forum

 

[BSGMANLET]

that's good it stopped, how are you now? how's life

Getting by. I got layed off my last job. Currently neeting rn and luckily I've got an interview in a couple days. I want to build a future for myself so this year I'm going in on focusing on money wageslaving and in a couple years go for a trade so I can live comfortably. My mom is finally teaching me how to drive cause I should've been kearned how to drve. So I can get my official drivers license.[I already have my learners]Im in my early 20's so its not to late for me.Atp I'm done with women just focusing on myself and career.
What about you?

 

[BSGMANLET]

im not sped either even though i was in those classes but yeah i get made fun of for my voice i talk pretty slow and it changes often
idk whether to speak up or speak lower i never sound "normal" i guess

I've had the same problems. I'd always have people/teachers tell me to speak up. I'm just now learning to talk louder and it really does work wonders.