The only thing i can not cope with

[El Enemigo]

Is not having male friendships,

 

[Deleted member 35171]

and knowing I'll never have them

Simply no one can ever relate to me in any way whatsoever

 

[senses fail]

I sit alone and stare silently off alone all my friends left long ago

 

[curryboy420]

I still have a couple friends who feel bad for me. They are NT white guys from good families and had girlfriends since they were small. But we all grew up playing RuneScape together and I used to actually be fun to talk to when I was 10. Nowadays though it is brutal to be around them. I don't think I will hang out with them again and already only see them maybe once per 6 months. When you hear even a comment about the girls they get and realise, damn I'm an alien compared to these guys. It makes you want to be alone again .