I notice that with every attempt for social contact, I end up losing more and more will to keep trying
let me explain:
I have had 4 crushes
my first one, i tried really hard to befriend. I remember one of the biggest cagefuel moments was when I held out my hands to hug her like some faggot and she cringed and backed up. I remember eventually giving up on this one after like a year of suffering
my second one, I actually did befriend, but it was so obvious she did not like me back, and I would always have to text first. We would work on school projects together but it was such a waste of time
my third one was the shortest-lived. I got kinda close to her, but never went past holding hands (don't try banning me over """bragging""". I literally did not talk to her 99% of the time while i was in the """relationship""""). She hit me with the "i think you're a nice person but I just got out of a toxic relationship [with chad]" and eventually abandoned me after like 4 days
. Kill me
my fourth and current one is the worst. She hates me and openly tells people apparently.
i don't even care at this point tbh, just act awkward around her when i see her despite it being mental anguish.
let me explain:
I have had 4 crushes
my first one, i tried really hard to befriend. I remember one of the biggest cagefuel moments was when I held out my hands to hug her like some faggot and she cringed and backed up. I remember eventually giving up on this one after like a year of suffering
my second one, I actually did befriend, but it was so obvious she did not like me back, and I would always have to text first. We would work on school projects together but it was such a waste of time
my third one was the shortest-lived. I got kinda close to her, but never went past holding hands (don't try banning me over """bragging""". I literally did not talk to her 99% of the time while i was in the """relationship""""). She hit me with the "i think you're a nice person but I just got out of a toxic relationship [with chad]" and eventually abandoned me after like 4 days
. Kill memy fourth and current one is the worst. She hates me and openly tells people apparently.
i don't even care at this point tbh, just act awkward around her when i see her despite it being mental anguish.
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