The most depressing thing of all things in the universe is definitely how people dont know about me.
Or generally speaking: "Most people dont know about you."
The reason why people all want to be famous - well of course its the money that comes with it - but its probably truely the feeling of KNOWING that people know you.
Celebrities are completely out of their mind when people dont know about them and ignore them or treat them like - well people. They all have this god like status.
I dont really have any status. I had social media, like Snapchat (and thats really just it lol)...well anyway I already said how I miss friends, how I miss companionship.
In your 20s this is USUALLY over except if your running into politics or somehow become an influencer through sheer luck like that Jhonny Somali guy or Ishowspeed or any of these Bozos who are 1 in a million guy that somehow get people - usually kids and teenagers - to follow them.
But I dont. Who even KNOWS I exist? My parents, my grandparents (but they dont care about me), a couple people from college might remember me, my current boss, a couple co workers, I know a few guys from Highschool know that I still am alive because I meet them sometimes randomly.
But thats really just about it.
But even among those that, well at least KNOW that I exist - does anybody actually care? My two Oofy Doofy parents care about me. They are a bit sad that I ended up a depressed, virgin wageslave loser.
Like my father thought that by the end of my 20s I am gonna be the Elon Musk of tomorrow. This guy had worked minimum wageslave jobs ALL HIS LIFE and I remember even when I was like 6 yo he sprouted nonsense to other people like "My son will be a multi millionaire and CEO and he will cure cancer" hes a mouthful of idiocity you wouldnt even belive.
My mother always thought Id become a famous artist, digital creator or musician (all jobs that are outsourced by AI and even if youd like to start them you would need tons of connections) ALSO for most of these professions you need to be a HTM minimum - but like most mothers she overvalues her sons looks by 3 to 4 points.
My grandparents didnt think Id become anything or they thought Id just make a random shit job (which I do right now) I am in accounting and energy management - which is really just a shit job. All you do all day is Audits, EMAS and finances for random clients.
I hate it. Hate it all with a passion. I basically quite quit and my Co workers (all boomers and Gen X) noticed it and told me about it. I dont care.
They dont care about me. If I would be laid of in a year or so, I dont care.
They will forget about me basically the moment I would be gone.
Nobody in this world REALLY knows I exist.
Or generally speaking: "Most people dont know about you."
The reason why people all want to be famous - well of course its the money that comes with it - but its probably truely the feeling of KNOWING that people know you.
Celebrities are completely out of their mind when people dont know about them and ignore them or treat them like - well people. They all have this god like status.
I dont really have any status. I had social media, like Snapchat (and thats really just it lol)...well anyway I already said how I miss friends, how I miss companionship.
In your 20s this is USUALLY over except if your running into politics or somehow become an influencer through sheer luck like that Jhonny Somali guy or Ishowspeed or any of these Bozos who are 1 in a million guy that somehow get people - usually kids and teenagers - to follow them.
But I dont. Who even KNOWS I exist? My parents, my grandparents (but they dont care about me), a couple people from college might remember me, my current boss, a couple co workers, I know a few guys from Highschool know that I still am alive because I meet them sometimes randomly.
But thats really just about it.
But even among those that, well at least KNOW that I exist - does anybody actually care? My two Oofy Doofy parents care about me. They are a bit sad that I ended up a depressed, virgin wageslave loser.
Like my father thought that by the end of my 20s I am gonna be the Elon Musk of tomorrow. This guy had worked minimum wageslave jobs ALL HIS LIFE and I remember even when I was like 6 yo he sprouted nonsense to other people like "My son will be a multi millionaire and CEO and he will cure cancer" hes a mouthful of idiocity you wouldnt even belive.
My mother always thought Id become a famous artist, digital creator or musician (all jobs that are outsourced by AI and even if youd like to start them you would need tons of connections) ALSO for most of these professions you need to be a HTM minimum - but like most mothers she overvalues her sons looks by 3 to 4 points.
My grandparents didnt think Id become anything or they thought Id just make a random shit job (which I do right now) I am in accounting and energy management - which is really just a shit job. All you do all day is Audits, EMAS and finances for random clients.
I hate it. Hate it all with a passion. I basically quite quit and my Co workers (all boomers and Gen X) noticed it and told me about it. I dont care.
They dont care about me. If I would be laid of in a year or so, I dont care.
They will forget about me basically the moment I would be gone.
Nobody in this world REALLY knows I exist.
