SuicideFuel The more isolated you are the lower the chance to ever escape it

[Meus]

People don't like associating with loners. Even my family is avoiding me.

If you're past the point of no return it's basically over. Imagine it like a slippery slope. At the start it is unnoticable and slow but the further you slip the more you accelerate and the harder it is to go back. Most of us had a few friends in elementary school and maybe even 1-2 in high school and after school it was basically over.

 

[Deleted member 33902]

It's too late for me.

 

[Deleted member 33788]

Bullshit, as blkpillpress said. Take the descent and stop dreaming of ascending. The bottom is greeting you with glowing solitude and peace.

 

[Lebensmüder]

Was not too unpopular in elementary school, but was also sometimes bullied/hunted over the school yard (nothing special, people threw stones at me in kindergarden, but I also had some childhood friends).
In high school (especially after puberty) the real terror began with constant harassment/teasing, physical violence (like kicks against my head, stuff getting thrown at me in class), refusals of cooperation with me during school projects (girls said I looked mentally/physically abhorrent, like a mass shooter/pedophile/etc.) and even worse stuff (and retaliations on my part which led to further escalation).
Before puberty happened I shared some interests with my peers (like trading card games or dinosaurs) afterwards I failed to connect with them and encountered mostly hostility and then later passive indifference/aggressiveness as an adult man.
My last/only encounter with a girl was as I showed one girl my LEGO planes and some carpenter ants more than a decade ago as a child, afterwards I never had a girl interested in me (apart from professional stuff).

It's too late for me.

 

[Meus]

Was not too unpopular in elementary school, but was also sometimes bullied/hunted over the school yard (nothing special, people threw stones at me in kindergarden, but I also had some childhood friends).
In high school (especially after puberty) the real terror began with constant harassment/teasing, physical violence (like kicks against my head, stuff getting thrown at me in class), refusals of cooperation with me during school projects (girls said I looked mentally/physically abhorrent, like a mass shooter/pedophile/etc.) and even worse stuff (and retaliations on my part which led to further escalation).
Before puberty happened I shared some interests with my peers (like trading card games or dinosaurs) afterwards I failed to connect with them and encountered mostly hostility and then later passive indifference/aggressiveness as an adult man.
My last/only encounter with a girl was as I showed one girl my LEGO planes and some carpenter ants more than a decade ago as a child, afterwards I never had a girl interested in me (apart from professional stuff).

High school was something out of a nightmare. If you didn't experience it, you wouldn't believe shit like that could happen.

In the last year I was in a fight literally every 2nd day, I shit you not. You could walk around the schoolyard and suddenly you were jumped by random people, like in a fucking RPG game. Sometimes 1v1, sometimes 5 against me.

When you piss off 1 asshole, you pissed of all his friends and siblings too. Nothing is easier than making enemies in highschool and if you are stoic about it and don't expect explanations or reasons they hate it even more. Truly blackpilled me on humanity.

 

[Lebensmüder]

High school was something out of a nightmare. If you didn't experience it, you wouldn't believe shit like that could happen.

In the last year I was in a fight literally every 2nd day, I shit you not. You could walk around the schoolyard and suddenly you were jumped by random people, like in a fucking RPG game. Sometimes 1v1, sometimes 5 against me.

When you piss off 1 asshole, you pissed of all his friends and siblings too. Nothing is easier than making enemies in highschool and if you are stoic about it and don't expect explanations or reasons they hate it even more. Truly blackpilled me on humanity.

Same tbh. High school is an awakening in the worst possible way. And when you retaliate the scum will go to the teachers and they will claim to be victims. Teachers are useless scum too, they would rather shoot the messenger than do something about the problem, they hate you more for reminding them about the mess than hating the bullies for causing the mess in the first place, for them students are nothing more than a liability. And child psychologists are also scum - pretentious snobs of the worst kind. Recommend different treatments and everything gets declared as more harmful than helpful in retrospect (like attachment therapy which was still in place during my youth in my country).

 

[NorthernWind]

Same tbh. High school is an awakening in the worst possible way. And when you retaliate the scum will go to the teachers and they will claim to be victims. Teachers are useless scum too, they would rather shoot the messenger than do something about the problem, they hate you more for reminding them about the mess than hating the bullies for causing the mess in the first place, for them students are nothing more than a liability. And child psychologists are also scum - pretentious snobs of the worst kind. Recommend different treatments and everything gets declared as more harmful than helpful in retrospect (like attachment therapy which was still in place during my youth in my country).

Teachers promote future Chads and sometimes encourage bullies.

 

[Meus]

Same tbh. High school is an awakening in the worst possible way. And when you retaliate the scum will go to the teachers and they will claim to be victims. Teachers are useless scum too, they would rather shoot the messenger than do something about the problem, they hate you more for reminding them about the mess than hating the bullies for causing the mess in the first place, for them students are nothing more than a liability. And child psychologists are also scum - pretentious snobs of the worst kind. Recommend different treatments and everything gets declared as more harmful than helpful in retrospect (like attachment therapy which was still in place during my youth in my country).

Only scum becomes teachers. Why would you want to surround yourselves for hours with teens and be admired by them? (Most teachers are narcissists and consider their classs their fan club). Normal people want to be admired by adults. But teenagers are fucking retarded, so easy to impress. Plus many of them secretly enjoy the free entertainment and bullying. I despised this clownshow even when I was a kid and refused to provide free entertainment but of course other retards lacked the self-awareness.

 

[Lebensmüder]

Only scum becomes teachers. Why would you want to surround yourselves for hours with teens and be admired by them? (Most teachers are narcissists and consider their classs their fan club). Normal people want to be admired by adults. But teenagers are fucking retarded, so easy to impress. Plus many of them secretly enjoy the free entertainment and bullying. I despised this clownshow even when I was a kid and refused to provide free entertainment but of course other retards lacked the self-awareness.

This tbh. Teachers also get an easy meme degree. For example in biology/chemistry: In my country biologists/chemists mostly study physics/math/etc. in the first semesters, a teacher for these subjects doesn't do it (although most aspiring biologists/chemists fail SPECIFICALLY due to these subjects). Even a retard could get that teaching degree (even for STEM). Schools are nothing more than a mixture between indoctrination camp and ape house. Completely degenerate.

Teachers promote future Chads and sometimes encourage bullies.

 

[Deleted member 34301]

My psychiatrist told me the same, and encouraged me to make friends. Maybe it's true, but I don't want to subscribe to that defeatist mindset, so I stay hopeful and optimistic.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

High school was something out of a nightmare. If you didn't experience it, you wouldn't believe shit like that could happen.

In the last year I was in a fight literally every 2nd day, I shit you not. You could walk around the schoolyard and suddenly you were jumped by random people, like in a fucking RPG game. Sometimes 1v1, sometimes 5 against me.

When you piss off 1 asshole, you pissed of all his friends and siblings too. Nothing is easier than making enemies in highschool and if you are stoic about it and don't expect explanations or reasons they hate it even more. Truly blackpilled me on humanity.

Yeah that happened to me too mostly, such a disgusting place

 

[Pancakecel]

It's too late for me.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Same tbh. High school is an awakening in the worst possible way. And when you retaliate the scum will go to the teachers and they will claim to be victims. Teachers are useless scum too, they would rather shoot the messenger than do something about the problem, they hate you more for reminding them about the mess than hating the bullies for causing the mess in the first place, for them students are nothing more than a liability. And child psychologists are also scum - pretentious snobs of the worst kind. Recommend different treatments and everything gets declared as more harmful than helpful in retrospect (like attachment therapy which was still in place during my youth in my country).

Mostly teachers loved and encouraged bullies, also bullies like teachers for that, the quiet peaceful people like us are attacked for whatever reason

 

[Kamikaze]

Loneliness and isolation are indeed a quick sand and the longer you are exposed to them, the harder it will be to escape them.
I tried to make friends, but too many people are of different mentality, do not share my interests, or are simply toxic people(narcissists, exploiters, manipulators and psychopaths).
I feel like a different species.

Then there is the matter of romance: I've conversed with some women. They enjoyed my company, sense of humor, and i could maintain a conversation. Problem is that they never see me in a romantic light, simply because im ugly and low on sexual dimorphism.
Sure they want to be friends with me, but I'm not looking for female friends(females in general are not funny, nor have to say much of anything interesting and always seek validation from you), I need a partner.

 

[Meus]

Mostly teachers loved and encouraged bullies, also bullies like teachers for that, the quiet peaceful people like us are attacked for whatever reason

Yeah I didn't understand it either. I kept to myself and was content being alone. I was an only child, being alone was normal.

However others viewed it as a sign that I'm arrogant or feel I'm better than them or other retarded shit and attacked me viciously. Fucking animals. They view neutrality as aggression. They have a "either with us or against us" mentality. Public schools almost have something cult like with their abuse and ritualistic acts of sadism and torture. I hated this gay garbage so fucking much.

 

[Deleted member 23712]

People don't like associating with loners. Even my family is avoiding me.

If you're past the point of no return it's basically over. Imagine it like a slippery slope. At the start it is unnoticable and slow but the further you slip the more you accelerate and the harder it is to go back. Most of us had a few friends in elementary school and maybe even 1-2 in high school and after school it was basically over.

Ive embraced it

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Yeah I didn't understand it either. I kept to myself and was content being alone. I was an only child, being alone was normal.

However others viewed it as a sign that I'm arrogant or feel I'm better than them or other retarded shit and attacked me viciously. Fucking animals. They view neutrality as aggression. They have a "either with us or against us" mentality. Public schools almost have something cult like with their abuse and ritualistic acts of sadism and torture. I hated this gay garbage so fucking much.

Yeah it is like that and when you attack them they pussy out

 

[AutisticBeast]

I haven't had a friend since 2013 and I will never have one again as I can't socialise or relate to normies.