I was changing for the better but these motherfuckers forced me to go back to the abyss. Getting depressed over my oneitis, browsing slayer forums, occasioanlly watching porn, shit that makes me angry and sucidal so that the bullshit that happens within the military wont affect. Why care about penalties when you have nothig outside??? You are only putting yurself in danger by having an armed high energy oldcel roam around at midnight. I dont know how long ill last before i snap and start lashing out on these idiots.
