The loneliness is sometimes frightening on an existential level

[Clavicus Vile]

It’s just so scary to think that I will live like this for many decades, never once having formed a deep meaningful connection with anyone. I’ll probably die slowly all alone. The future is scary. And I’m often nostalgic for a life I never even lived.

I was there when other people had their milestones, made friends, got relationships, saw all their happy posts on instagram together etc. Yet I will die alone in this black hole of a life. Never having experienced anything good about life. It’ll be an extremely long life if I never go through with suicide.

 

[zd60]

I feel the exact same, I try not to think about it too much

 

[Incelist]

I feel the exact same, I try not to think about it too much

It disturbs me a lot. I will die all alone. I believe your family abandoned you also? Mine did.

 

[Incelist]

It’s just so scary to think that I will live like this for many decades, never once having formed a deep meaningful connection with anyone. I’ll probably die slowly all alone. The future is scary. And I’m often nostalgic for a life I never even lived.

I was there when other people had their milestones, made friends, got relationships, saw all their happy posts on instagram together etc. Yet I will die alone in this black hole of a life. Never having experienced anything good about life. It’ll be an extremely long life if I never go through with suicide.

Did your parents abandon you?

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Did your parents abandon you?

Emotionally yeah.

 

[HotDogCel]

I feel the exact same, therefore i will have to kms

 

[zd60]

It disturbs me a lot. I will die all alone. I believe your family abandoned you also? Mine did.

kinda yeah not fully abandoned i've kinda fixed that for now but they basically hate me

 

[Incelist]

kinda yeah not fully abandoned i've kinda fixed that for now but they basically hate me

Emotionally yeah.

I am in a similar position. I have tried to reach out but with limited success. They call and offer to see me, but fundamentally, they don't want to be around me. You can tell. They will say the words, but their is no real meaning behind it.

Basically, if I were to die today, no one would care. It is very difficult. It is very scary.

 

[glizzymcguire]

Not really. Not with the way I think about time. I'm 18, almost 2 decades old. Those passed like a blur. Chances are I'll only live til 50. That's 3 decades left, not too scary

 

[glizzymcguire]

Did your parents abandon you?

I hate my fam, as soon as I can get a job and move out on my own I'll be fine. I want to be fat away from them anyway. It's not too bad once you accept the loneliness. The quicker you do, the better. Just do what you want and forget about love

 

[zd60]

I am in a similar position. I have tried to reach out but with limited success. They call and offer to see me, but fundamentally, they don't want to be around me. You can tell. They will say the words, but their is no real meaning behind it.

Basically, if I were to die today, no one would care. It is very difficult. It is very scary.

Yeah basically how it is for me but I no longer feel the fear around dying alone I've just come to accept its a fact of my life that I can't change same with the fact that no one cares for me you just get used to it i guess overtime