Deleted member 38086
Made in Poland with Italian genes.
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- Oct 20, 2021
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It was never that bad. For some reason my loneliness has gotten horribly bad this summer and gotten worse in last months. I got used to it for those years and I didnt feel badvabout it as much.
But now as I wake up, mi first thought is always "I am so lonely". Seeing couples is killing me whether irl or on tv, internet, wherever. No more copes fore me either.
Maybe it has to do something with physical changes in my body. I kinda feel like I have a second puberty. I have morning woods every day. I am sweating like I never did before in my life. I am gaining weight.
I really dont know wtf is goong on and what should I do. I tried online dating, therapy, jew pills, nothing helps at all. My suicidal thoughts are constant. I have meltdowns every single day. I destroy and punch things like my pcs keyboard, monitor, mirrors, and whatnot. I really have zero hope left.
But now as I wake up, mi first thought is always "I am so lonely". Seeing couples is killing me whether irl or on tv, internet, wherever. No more copes fore me either.
Maybe it has to do something with physical changes in my body. I kinda feel like I have a second puberty. I have morning woods every day. I am sweating like I never did before in my life. I am gaining weight.
I really dont know wtf is goong on and what should I do. I tried online dating, therapy, jew pills, nothing helps at all. My suicidal thoughts are constant. I have meltdowns every single day. I destroy and punch things like my pcs keyboard, monitor, mirrors, and whatnot. I really have zero hope left.