Venting The loneliness is killing me to the point of suicide.

[zekr]

I've mentally suffered far more in this lifetime than Jesus Christ ever did himself. Ive been lonely my entire life and want nothing more than to end it. Man was not supposed to live like this in the postmodern hellscape that is modern society. I feel it in my stomach and chest and it feels like im being repeatedly stabbed. Even looking at a picture of a female online sends me into a deep state of depression. I have literally nobody. Not just foids but friends or family, not 1 person that is willing to acknowledge my existence. How do normies expect people to live like this without snapping and lashing out at the world around them. I completely understand why ER did what he did, its just unfortunate that normies or anyone for that matter don't take you serious until you take drastic measures.

 

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[Deleted member 24529]

Stopped reading after first sentence. Normally when I say it I mean it in a negative way but holy fuckign shit are you based my dude. Yeah, fuck Jesus Cuck, wtf his suffering was a puny thing compared to ours. I hope he is real so that I can spit in his jewish face when I die.

 

[happiless]

That's how I felt while being a NEET for 3 of my """""""""""prime""""""""""""""" years. Then I started to take jewpills instead of killing myself, and was conned into improving my life. Now I've done so and I'm still depressed despite my 2 anti-depressants. I have one that helps me sleep so I'll take that early tonight with the aim of getting 9 hours of sleep. If more sleep is enough for me to function as a wageslave then I might be able to avoid suicide in the long run, otherwise I'll likely be done with life in a year or two.

 

[The Abyss]

I see you.

 

[Askiel]

Try to find a fellow lonely Incel or get new copes. And normies are too dumb to actually imagine the problems of others or have enough empathy to feel them.

 

[Strong One]

Like @BlkPillPres stated before, use your new found freedom from morality to make a better life for yourself, don't throw away this opportunity and kill yourself, that's a waste.

I know I would and I wouldn't blame anyone for doing so either.

 

[PersonaPimp]

that's fucking brutal bro

at least I have good parents, the only thing I really have are they


very sad relate... you should try to find a friend in a similar situation

 

[Shin no Shi]

Stopped reading after first sentence. Normally when I say it I mean it in a negative way but holy fuckign shit are you based my dude. Yeah, fuck Jesus Cuck, wtf his suffering was a puny thing compared to ours. I hope he is real so that I can spit in his jewish face when I die.

 

[Deleted member 27495]

Like @BlkPillPres stated before, use your new found freedom from morality to make a better life for yourself, don't throw away this opportunity and kill yourself, that's a waste.

I know I would and I wouldn't blame anyone for doing so either.

Lmao what the fuck are these megacope bluepiller bullshit platitudes, "now that u realize ur a subhuman virgin male doomed to loneliness and isolation for the rest of your living days, you can begin improving bro!" Being a lonely virgin isnt a fucking opportunity

"Freedom for morality" so basically just conform to degeneracy bro, just be a faggot bro! just give money to hookers bro! Conformist mindest is a cucked mindest.

 

[Strong One]

Lmao what the fuck are these megacope bluepiller bullshit platitudes, "now that u realize ur a subhuman virgin male doomed to loneliness and isolation for the rest of your living days, you can begin improving bro!" Being a lonely virgin isnt a fucking opportunity

"Freedom for morality" so basically just conform to degeneracy bro, just be a faggot bro! just give money to hookers bro! Conformist mindest is a cucked mindest.

You misunderstood . When I referred to improvement, I didn't refer to traditional societal accepted improvement, I didn't mean hitting the gym, moneymaxxing, getting a haircut, buying clothes. I meant an improvement of your lifestyle, NOT improvment of yourself. I'm not gonna say what I meant because I dont wanna risk getting a warning, which is why I referred to BlkPillPres.

Nothing personal but you're not really bright are you?

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Like @BlkPillPres stated before, use your new found freedom from morality to make a better life for yourself, don't throw away this opportunity and kill yourself, that's a waste.

Wdym? Can you elab on this?

 

[Deleted member 27495]

You misunderstood . When I referred to improvement, I didn't refer to traditional societal accepted improvement, I didn't mean hitting the gym, moneymaxxing, getting a haircut, buying clothes. I meant an improvement of your lifestyle, NOT improvment of yourself. I'm not gonna say what I meant because I dont wanna risk getting a warning, which is why I referred to BlkPillPres.

Nothing personal but you're not really bright are you?

so when u referred to improvement you didn't refer to improvement, you referred to something illegal that will likely get you a warning. BlkPillPres encourages paying escorts, nothing more to be said, hes a conformist cuck.

 

[Strong One]

Wdym? Can you elab on this?

I can't, I don't wanna risk getting a warning. I want a clean record on this forum so I'll restrain from saying it but if you'd like to know, go to this post and check @BlkPillPres comments.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I can't, I don't wanna risk getting a warning. I want a clean record on this forum so I'll restrain from saying it but if you'd like to know, go to this post and check @BlkPillPres comments.

Oh ye.

Ive said the exact thing before myself.

A show called After Life on Netflix is literally about this. A man is suicidal after the death of his partner and then does whatever he wants cuz he knows that if anything goes wrong he can just kill himself.

 

[Strong One]

so when u referred to improvement you didn't refer to improvement, you referred to something illegal that will likely get you a warning. BlkPillPres encourages paying escorts, nothing more to be said, hes a conformist cuck.

What's so hard about understanding IMPROVING YOUR LIFESTYLE?

Oh ye.

Ive said the exact thing before myself.

A show called After Life on Netflix is literally about this. A man is suicidal after the death of his partner and then does whatever he wants cuz he knows that if anything goes wrong he can just kill himself.

Exactly! If you've got nothing to lose, why conform? You've got nothing left

 

[BlkPillPres]

I can't, I don't wanna risk getting a warning. I want a clean record on this forum so I'll restrain from saying it but if you'd like to know, go to this post and check @BlkPillPres comments.

Ironically I got a 20% warning for saying what I said

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Ironically I got a 20% warning for saying what I said

A BlkPillPres post without bolded red text in caps? What sorcery is this?

 

[PaperSkin]

I start university in September and I'm honestly scared it'll be a rerun of high school. Lmao if you dont make it in uni it's over

 

[zekr]

I start university in September and I'm honestly scared it'll be a rerun of high school. Lmao if you dont make it in uni it's over

If you arent dorming at the school itself uni is just highschool 2.0 expect worse because its lonelier. Im gonna be a senior now and its just as bad as highschool if not worse fyi.

 

[Deleted member 27159]

A man is suicidal after the death of his partner and then does whatever he wants cuz he knows that if anything goes wrong he can just kill himself

That is one of the benefits of having nothing to lose. You have literally everything to take

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Ironically I got a 20% warning for saying what I said

I report u every time u don't use red bold caps that's why

 

[Deleted member 25513]

Loneliness is worse for you than smoking a pack of cigarettes a day according to multiple studies

 

[mylifeistrash]

They all make fuck all progress so it's pointless anyway

you'll never look good without a good frame + low bodyfat

 

[Solo Disident]

I've mentally suffered far more in this lifetime than Jesus Christ ever did himself. Ive been lonely my entire life and want nothing more than to end it. Man was not supposed to live like this in the postmodern hellscape that is modern society. I feel it in my stomach and chest and it feels like im being repeatedly stabbed. Even looking at a picture of a female online sends me into a deep state of depression. I have literally nobody. Not just foids but friends or family, not 1 person that is willing to acknowledge my existence. How do normies expect people to live like this without snapping and lashing out at the world around them. I completely understand why ER did what he did, its just unfortunate that normies or anyone for that matter don't take you serious until you take drastic measures.

Same here bro.
My health have being destroy by the lack of human contact, sex friendship and familly. Zero people in my life. not one friends, not one sex night.
After years of this existence, no sleep, eating dissorders, sexual disroders, hormone imablances, psicological damage, pill adiction and probably some more years of suffering until grave. I fuking iundesrtand ERs. Fuck I do... and girls dare to say dont even complaint.

 

[Deleted member 24016]

Same the pain from loneliness physically hurts my chest and my stomach especially

 

[Saigon Depression]

I've mentally suffered far more in this lifetime than Jesus Christ ever did himself.

We are the new Jesuses. Suffering for the sins of the world.
Or we can look at it from a different perspective: this is the pure nature of humankind. Alpha enjoys life, the others suffer.