Yeah man I know exactly how you feel. I too though I would never get over the overwhelming and catastrophic grief that I experienced after the loss of my beloved Golden Retriever but in time, I was able to move past that point emotionally and psychologically and came to the realization that having another animal merely for companionship and comeraderie would be conducive to good mental health and stability. I had always hated cats as I viewed them as the embodiment of all the qualities which were antithetical to those I associated with dogs. Cats were insolent, selfish, disloyal and aloof but this was all a terrible contrivance as I had always been exposed to either someone elses cat or feral cats which are particularly savage and vicious creatures. Once you get a cat for yourself you will soon realize that they are actually incredibly loving and just as capable of affection as dogs, although they do express their affection in different ways. A cat is likewise much easier to take care of and cheaper to maintain. They are ideal for incels in my opinion as, unlike most dogs which love all people indiscriminately, including vile cunts, cats are far more selective and can be easily conditioned to fear and hate women, as I have proven with my own cat who ironically actually loves and trusts men. PetFinder is full of good loving adoptable cats and I would recommend you at least look around and see if you can find one that you like.