Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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This is what rotting for 16 hours a day inside your room does to you. I guess muh depresshun was a factor too.
Sometimes when I talk to my dad I say that time flies by so quickly, and he tells me that at his age this is normal, but that it's very strange for me to say that cause at my age time should feel slow. But a year is over so quickly it's terrifying.
Movies or games that came out in 2014 feel like they came out recently. I guess that's all I know, those are my life experiences, I can't relate to anything else.
Seriously, so many years completely wasted. There's people who in this time started successful companies, had a family and kids which are already in school. Shit, they lived. Even if they failed, they at least lived. I didn't live, it feels like I've been in a coma.
The worst part? These were supposed to be the best years of my life, my prime, my youth. I've got ~8 months of rotting left, and after that comes adulthood. So instead of enjoying my youth, I rotted, and now I'll be a shackled wageslave, not even able to rot, just working some bullshit job then coming home too tired to do anything else.
Sometimes when I talk to my dad I say that time flies by so quickly, and he tells me that at his age this is normal, but that it's very strange for me to say that cause at my age time should feel slow. But a year is over so quickly it's terrifying.
Movies or games that came out in 2014 feel like they came out recently. I guess that's all I know, those are my life experiences, I can't relate to anything else.
Seriously, so many years completely wasted. There's people who in this time started successful companies, had a family and kids which are already in school. Shit, they lived. Even if they failed, they at least lived. I didn't live, it feels like I've been in a coma.
The worst part? These were supposed to be the best years of my life, my prime, my youth. I've got ~8 months of rotting left, and after that comes adulthood. So instead of enjoying my youth, I rotted, and now I'll be a shackled wageslave, not even able to rot, just working some bullshit job then coming home too tired to do anything else.