I admitted I have a problem 5 years ago with how shit my fucking life is. Every fucking day I tell myself I will fix it. But I don't fix it. Soon I will be in my grave spinning the same lie as I'm on my way to check out of this world. Fuck. This is it boyos. This is the final fucking call. Last chance. I'm fucking 25. Do you guys realize how over it is by this age. Do you realize how over it fucking is not to have your life figured out at this point? All I got is 5 years left. Anything beyond that is you settling into your terminal stages of your life. FUCK. FUUUUUCK. I cannot describe the fucking anger inside me. EVERY FUCKING YEAR. THE SAME SHIT.
I need to get the FUCK OUT of this country asap. I fucking DESPISE this piece of shit land. Fuck UK. I need to move. Fucking somewhere fucking anywhere. I'm done, I'm so fucking done with this city this country this fucking life myself all of this shit. I can't fucking handle this shit. I start having fucking existential attacks ever more often they are getting stronger and stronger. I don't know how much longer I can take this shit I need to do something fast I need to fucking do something drastic. I want to gtfo NOW.
Oh god why do I have to live in such misery it's not fucking fair why is my life so fucking shit why the fuck was my fucking life ruined by my genes why is everybody FUCKING with me at every fucking step of my life why did not a single fucking person gave me a hand offered a word of encouragement no it's always been a slap in the face every place I fucking went. How are you even supposed to live a life like this I don't have a single fucking happy memory not a single one. I feel like I wasted my life already I hold on to what little I have left but it's not getting any better.
In my lowest moment I just fucking wished that people would leave me alone at least but no even that was too much to ask. Fuck this shit tbh FUCK THIS. I don't fucking know what to do but something must be done. Something must be fucking done about this.
I need to get the FUCK OUT of this country asap. I fucking DESPISE this piece of shit land. Fuck UK. I need to move. Fucking somewhere fucking anywhere. I'm done, I'm so fucking done with this city this country this fucking life myself all of this shit. I can't fucking handle this shit. I start having fucking existential attacks ever more often they are getting stronger and stronger. I don't know how much longer I can take this shit I need to do something fast I need to fucking do something drastic. I want to gtfo NOW.
Oh god why do I have to live in such misery it's not fucking fair why is my life so fucking shit why the fuck was my fucking life ruined by my genes why is everybody FUCKING with me at every fucking step of my life why did not a single fucking person gave me a hand offered a word of encouragement no it's always been a slap in the face every place I fucking went. How are you even supposed to live a life like this I don't have a single fucking happy memory not a single one. I feel like I wasted my life already I hold on to what little I have left but it's not getting any better.
In my lowest moment I just fucking wished that people would leave me alone at least but no even that was too much to ask. Fuck this shit tbh FUCK THIS. I don't fucking know what to do but something must be done. Something must be fucking done about this.
