Venting The idea of someone being dependent on me creeps me out

[surreal]

Even if some foid liked me and I passed all the filters and it gets serious, the idea of someone being dependent on me gives me anxiety, feeling of loss and disgust

It could be selfishness, but I believe it's because if I get close to something I see it as an extension of myself and the death anxiety kicks in, also I hate myself and I give off a dark and depressed energy so I don't want sentient beings to be associated and exposed to me for too long

I can keep the negative emotions to myself for some hours but after a few days the darkness leaks out, I'm only able to take care of things that aren't "mine", I would guess [some] parents and people who love their partners live in a state of constant terror

I had a pair of guinea pigs once and was able to take care of them but the idea of losing them gave me severe anxiety so I sold them, if it ain't mine I don't gotta worry about it

I want to be invisible and my existence not acknowledged except for the times I wish to be seen, I do favors for people but if someone feels like they can rely on me in any way, emotionally, intellectually, physically,... I distance myself immediately, I want to be able to ghost everyone and be gone for as much as I want without anyone caring

Basically the more you have the more you have to lose

 

[Anthrax]

That’s fair but I assume a toilet is more self sufficient than a gunie pig

 

[surreal]

That’s fair but I assume a toilet is more self sufficient than a gunie pig

x Doubt

 

[nice_try]

Awkward take.

Having someone who depends on me would give me a feeling of pride, power and the will to get things done.

I don't want sentient beings to be associated and exposed to me for too long

You're in the wrong forum then, pal.

I want to be invisible and my existence not acknowledged except for the times I wish to be seen

That's the easiest thing in the world to achieve (I successfully did it) and it feels absolutely awful.

 

[surreal]

You're in the wrong forum then, pal.

I want to fuck with no strings attached

 

[VitaminS]

I want to fuck with no strings attached

Then get an escort

 

[surreal]

Then get an escort

Muslim country, if I could escortmax I wouldn't be here

 

[VitaminS]

Muslim country, if I could escortmax I wouldn't be here

Islamaxx and get a tradwife

 

[nice_try]

I want to fuck with no strings attached

Plenty of escorts available.
No strings attached at all.

 

[spasticbuddy]

Brutal mang

 

[Bedford Stye]

Even if some foid liked me and I passed all the filters and it gets serious, the idea of someone being dependent on me gives me anxiety, feeling of loss and disgust

It could be selfishness, but I believe it's because if I get close to something I see it as an extension of myself and the death anxiety kicks in, also I hate myself and I give off a dark and depressed energy so I don't want sentient beings to be associated and exposed to me for too long

I can keep the negative emotions to myself for some hours but after a few days the darkness leaks out, I'm only able to take care of things that aren't "mine", I would guess [some] parents and people who love their partners live in a state of constant terror

I had a pair of guinea pigs once and was able to take care of them but the idea of losing them gave me severe anxiety so I sold them, if it ain't mine I don't gotta worry about it

I want to be invisible and my existence not acknowledged except for the times I wish to be seen, I do favors for people but if someone feels like they can rely on me in any way, emotionally, intellectually, physically,... I distance myself immediately, I want to be able to ghost everyone and be gone for as much as I want without anyone caring

Basically the more you have the more you have to lose

Well


Imagine being divorced, and it STILL LEACHING OFF YOU

 

[surreal]

Plenty of escorts available.
No strings attached at all.

Mooslim country

 

[surreal]

Islamaxx and get a tradwife

 

[surreal]

Well


Imagine being divorced, and it STILL LEACHING OFF YOU

I would literally kill myself or the foid, being divorce raped is the biggest cuckery possible

 

[Count Yorga]

I want to fuck with no strings attached

 

[Valiant Virgin]

I never want kids because the idea of being responsible for the upbringing and care of another human being is alien to me. In a relationship your partner shouldn't be dependent on you, so that's a different matter, but I wouldn't want a relationship either.

 

[Pajeetsingh]

Awkward take.

Having someone who depends on me would give me a feeling of pride, power and the will to get things done.


You're in the wrong forum then, pal.


That's the easiest thing in the world to achieve (I successfully did it) and it feels absolutely awful.