mikepence
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It’s not the lack of sex. It’s not the lack of confidence. It’s not the bullying. It’s not the dirty looks women give you the moment they see your face. It’s not the shame you feel when everyone but you is getting something you aren’t. It’s not the disappointment you have for yourself, and that your family has in you.
It’s the dark, cold, but honest realization that you will never, ever be loved. That you will die alone and cold, reflecting on all your failures. That your fantasies of a kind, loving, and supportive girl that you can depend on and be there for when she needs it will never materialize, and that you will never know a life beyond empty days and lonely nights. And without a soul to share it with.
Life is a bad deal, but the genuine love of others is one of the few things that make it worthwhile. And we will never get to know how it feels.
It’s the dark, cold, but honest realization that you will never, ever be loved. That you will die alone and cold, reflecting on all your failures. That your fantasies of a kind, loving, and supportive girl that you can depend on and be there for when she needs it will never materialize, and that you will never know a life beyond empty days and lonely nights. And without a soul to share it with.
Life is a bad deal, but the genuine love of others is one of the few things that make it worthwhile. And we will never get to know how it feels.