I will not say her name or the year she won because i am afraid someone might send her this thread.
So we were neighbours. i was a close friend of his brother and we hang out occasionally with him. When i came to their house she always giggles when she saw me. I don't know the exact reason of it and i was very bluepilled at that time. One day while me and his brother were playing basketball together and she was walking with an other girl and they stopped when they saw us and she started to laughing and then whispering to her friend. Finally i decided to go and ask them whats so funny and she told me that i have very skinny girly legs and she started to say other shit related to my legs like how do your legs even lift your body. My legs were legit skinnier than hers. So at that time i was a high inhb cuck so i didn't say anything and return playing to basketball and i acted like i didn't care but deep down i was actually feel very hurt and for a very long time i avoid wearing shorts when i decided to go outside.
She was your typical 5-6/10 foid who obsessed with social media and since she was in a shitty paid highschool at that time i always thought i will live a far more better life than her. About 1-2 years after this incident they moved out to a different city and i stopped talking to his brother.
After a couple of years she surgerymaxxed at that time and applied to a modeling contest but i wasn't aware any of this. One day suddenly my mother come and asked me do i remember her and i said yeah and after that my mother said she became the best model of turkey and then i right away typed her name to google and saw her surgerymaxxed version and photos at the contest in her instagram and in the news. That day i legit wanted to kms. I always coped by saying to myself i will live a better life than people like her but she became the best model of turkey while i was rotting by living a isolated lonely college life. She's now playing in shitty Turkish TV shows and she probably makes money in a year that i can't make in my life.
Seriously fuck this life.
So we were neighbours. i was a close friend of his brother and we hang out occasionally with him. When i came to their house she always giggles when she saw me. I don't know the exact reason of it and i was very bluepilled at that time. One day while me and his brother were playing basketball together and she was walking with an other girl and they stopped when they saw us and she started to laughing and then whispering to her friend. Finally i decided to go and ask them whats so funny and she told me that i have very skinny girly legs and she started to say other shit related to my legs like how do your legs even lift your body. My legs were legit skinnier than hers. So at that time i was a high inhb cuck so i didn't say anything and return playing to basketball and i acted like i didn't care but deep down i was actually feel very hurt and for a very long time i avoid wearing shorts when i decided to go outside.
She was your typical 5-6/10 foid who obsessed with social media and since she was in a shitty paid highschool at that time i always thought i will live a far more better life than her. About 1-2 years after this incident they moved out to a different city and i stopped talking to his brother.
After a couple of years she surgerymaxxed at that time and applied to a modeling contest but i wasn't aware any of this. One day suddenly my mother come and asked me do i remember her and i said yeah and after that my mother said she became the best model of turkey and then i right away typed her name to google and saw her surgerymaxxed version and photos at the contest in her instagram and in the news. That day i legit wanted to kms. I always coped by saying to myself i will live a better life than people like her but she became the best model of turkey while i was rotting by living a isolated lonely college life. She's now playing in shitty Turkish TV shows and she probably makes money in a year that i can't make in my life.
Seriously fuck this life.
