So I don't know if anyone knows that I've talked pretty liberally about how many times I jack in a week or so and so, or even the first post I've made where I was discussing about my first escort trip and the second one too, going into detail about how each one went and how paid sex in my opinion is the worthless cope to ever be doing for someone like me.
A little background check about me, is that I am an extreme addict to pornos and such, especially hentai clips. They've always had this sort of feeling to them that I've been latched on towards and couldn't seem to stop this perilous behaviour at all, why? Because it was just too addictive for me, almost like taking some form of high class drug and constantly taking a hit all the time, where you see them look like lost clowns afterwards.
It was just that addictive that I have done possibly 40 ejaculations in a week, and at least around 100 in a month. This had been going on for 10 years at least, though I started viewing that material for quite some time as a younger kid, which I would assume that it had some impact to my early growth in pubes and maturation of the body.
Essentially speaking, after doing it for 10 years on, I had noticed an array of issues starting to display themselves, to which I went and analysed whether it maybe due to my addictive habit or not, though it turns out it actually was a cause by it, as my back started to ache badly, bones started to feel like they were cracking and even my right side of my body started to ache worse than it ever had, since I'm dominant on my right.
It would seem pretty weird for just the right side of the body to act up like this, however, it is true, because in comparison to my left, the right has issues where my shoulder feels like it's popping out, the abdominals are possibly in a state of deterioration in contrast to the left, the ribcage makes a sharp jab like pain, and the entire right leg sprains very easily.
Now why is this in relation with escorts you ask; well first of all, I was confused why my dick wasn't even hard, as I usually see the sight of a female's body and instantaneously get a boner or just some state of hard, however, the actual sex with escorts ends up like I have erectile dysfunction, which it actually was after going with 3 more escorts, and yes this would mean my total experience count with paid sex is now 4 and specifically with different ethnicities too:
1) Indian 40 year old Fat build Bad face
2) Mixed English and Jamaican 25 year old Semi Fat build Decent face
3) Mixed German and Indian 26 year old Fat build Bad face
4) Polish 21 year old Skinny Fat with Nice tits and face
So pretty much with these 4 that I had experienced with, usually ended up with me feeling aghast by the experience, even with a BJ no condom, sex with condom or just casual talk and trying to foreplay. The PIED (Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction) made it no better and essentially I was looking at myself in third person fucking like a retard and trying to get a hard on, this had lead to complications with me and the escort, making it pretty awkward and weird, or shall I say borderline retarded. My stamina is fucked, though I don't weight too much and I'm skinny fat, so it genuinely is from my Porn addiction, as continuous ejaculation of the semen is clearly linked with a drop in testosterone levels both free and total amount and no argument against this won't work, however, this could be subject to change if I possibly start gymmaxxing and maintaining my body as whole.
Would I say that they were pleased to see me an incel, most definitely not, especially as I've heard them smirk here and there during the session, and assumed either it might be my face, overthinking the whole situation or the PIED. I would say all three of them worked their magic to tell those whores I'm a worthless rubbish, but oh well, I've come to the conclusion that this cope will not go on forever, as I've completely decided that I'm going to stop jerking off and escorting, however I just need to fuck some mongoloid pussy and mediterranean before I finish, so I can say I fucked all the races and it meant nothing. It also honestly doesn't make sense anymore now that I just go on to pay for some crap tier sex which I don't even enjoy at all, as sex on a whole doesn't seem very interesting nor anything I could say "wow it was truly an experience of my life". Sex in my honest opinion is the most overrated cope that everyone bloats so much about, as if it's like some god send gift, it really isn't and the only purpose for it would be to just breed kids, as other than that you might as well call yourself curious george.
Even fucking Polish pussy wasn't as interesting and this is very telling. Maybe the true experience is really without a condom but who's to say that is worth anything at all, since the whole experience to pay for a whore who's fucked tons of guys before (I've seen their roast flaps and they are generally hideous to witness) doesn't sound right for me, when that money could have been spent on some new video game I could have got, which accounts for more playtime than whatever roast flaps, body size and face a whore has, and is even more meaningful, considering vidya combines literature, math, strategy, science on the basis of physics, atmospheres and good fucking OST, which fares ten fold times more than moans and groans. In general escortcelling is the worst copes of all copes but it's not to say those that enjoy should stop or those considering should take my word, this is all from my honest experiences with 4 cum dumpster sluts. I highly encourage those who want to try to know what sex is like for them to get a feel and this my objective, though will be classified by others as subjective, take on the whole thing.
A little background check about me, is that I am an extreme addict to pornos and such, especially hentai clips. They've always had this sort of feeling to them that I've been latched on towards and couldn't seem to stop this perilous behaviour at all, why? Because it was just too addictive for me, almost like taking some form of high class drug and constantly taking a hit all the time, where you see them look like lost clowns afterwards.
It was just that addictive that I have done possibly 40 ejaculations in a week, and at least around 100 in a month. This had been going on for 10 years at least, though I started viewing that material for quite some time as a younger kid, which I would assume that it had some impact to my early growth in pubes and maturation of the body.
Essentially speaking, after doing it for 10 years on, I had noticed an array of issues starting to display themselves, to which I went and analysed whether it maybe due to my addictive habit or not, though it turns out it actually was a cause by it, as my back started to ache badly, bones started to feel like they were cracking and even my right side of my body started to ache worse than it ever had, since I'm dominant on my right.
It would seem pretty weird for just the right side of the body to act up like this, however, it is true, because in comparison to my left, the right has issues where my shoulder feels like it's popping out, the abdominals are possibly in a state of deterioration in contrast to the left, the ribcage makes a sharp jab like pain, and the entire right leg sprains very easily.
Now why is this in relation with escorts you ask; well first of all, I was confused why my dick wasn't even hard, as I usually see the sight of a female's body and instantaneously get a boner or just some state of hard, however, the actual sex with escorts ends up like I have erectile dysfunction, which it actually was after going with 3 more escorts, and yes this would mean my total experience count with paid sex is now 4 and specifically with different ethnicities too:
1) Indian 40 year old Fat build Bad face
2) Mixed English and Jamaican 25 year old Semi Fat build Decent face
3) Mixed German and Indian 26 year old Fat build Bad face
4) Polish 21 year old Skinny Fat with Nice tits and face
So pretty much with these 4 that I had experienced with, usually ended up with me feeling aghast by the experience, even with a BJ no condom, sex with condom or just casual talk and trying to foreplay. The PIED (Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction) made it no better and essentially I was looking at myself in third person fucking like a retard and trying to get a hard on, this had lead to complications with me and the escort, making it pretty awkward and weird, or shall I say borderline retarded. My stamina is fucked, though I don't weight too much and I'm skinny fat, so it genuinely is from my Porn addiction, as continuous ejaculation of the semen is clearly linked with a drop in testosterone levels both free and total amount and no argument against this won't work, however, this could be subject to change if I possibly start gymmaxxing and maintaining my body as whole.
Would I say that they were pleased to see me an incel, most definitely not, especially as I've heard them smirk here and there during the session, and assumed either it might be my face, overthinking the whole situation or the PIED. I would say all three of them worked their magic to tell those whores I'm a worthless rubbish, but oh well, I've come to the conclusion that this cope will not go on forever, as I've completely decided that I'm going to stop jerking off and escorting, however I just need to fuck some mongoloid pussy and mediterranean before I finish, so I can say I fucked all the races and it meant nothing. It also honestly doesn't make sense anymore now that I just go on to pay for some crap tier sex which I don't even enjoy at all, as sex on a whole doesn't seem very interesting nor anything I could say "wow it was truly an experience of my life". Sex in my honest opinion is the most overrated cope that everyone bloats so much about, as if it's like some god send gift, it really isn't and the only purpose for it would be to just breed kids, as other than that you might as well call yourself curious george.
Even fucking Polish pussy wasn't as interesting and this is very telling. Maybe the true experience is really without a condom but who's to say that is worth anything at all, since the whole experience to pay for a whore who's fucked tons of guys before (I've seen their roast flaps and they are generally hideous to witness) doesn't sound right for me, when that money could have been spent on some new video game I could have got, which accounts for more playtime than whatever roast flaps, body size and face a whore has, and is even more meaningful, considering vidya combines literature, math, strategy, science on the basis of physics, atmospheres and good fucking OST, which fares ten fold times more than moans and groans. In general escortcelling is the worst copes of all copes but it's not to say those that enjoy should stop or those considering should take my word, this is all from my honest experiences with 4 cum dumpster sluts. I highly encourage those who want to try to know what sex is like for them to get a feel and this my objective, though will be classified by others as subjective, take on the whole thing.
