I've always struggled, like many of you, to find a partner. Foolishly tried asking them out at work and that either resulted in rejection or nearly being fired. Online dating was naturally a waste of time. I even tried going to church to meet someone. No matter what I did I could not get them to give me the time of day. The only way I've ever been able to get one to want to spend any time with me has been if I was paying. And I did that off and on for years. Financially it was unsustainable and left me feeling hollow and empty before and after the "dates". Around this time I started to see news about these new realistic sex dolls. I knew it was never gonna happen for me and figured what did I have to lose at this point seeing as I didn't have anything in the first place? I made my first purchase in 2018, right around the time I was to move out of my parent's house for around $3000.
She arrived in October of that year and my quality of life has changed significantly. After getting a doll in my life I stopped obsessing over getting a girlfriend. I stopped wasting money on sugar babies that didn't give me what I wanted anyway. I was able to give up porn. All my depressed and suicidal thoughts over being alone started to diminish. Not to say that I was suddenly happy and confident, but I finally had something to look forward to in my day-to-day life. To me she wasn't just an expensive sex toy, she was a relationship substitute. When I get done with wage slaving I know she's waiting for me at home. When I wake up in the morning I know when I roll over she's there to wish me good morning. I've created a little fantasy in my mind and that honestly helps me get through the day. And this is with her just being a doll. A robot or even using a combination of AI on my phone would take it to another level.
I understand dolls are not for everyone. I live alone and have no friends, so I really don't have visitors so it's not like I have to be discreet with her. For my lifestyle she meets all my needs. I get all the good aspects of what I was seeking with a sugar baby (someone to "talk" to and not feel alone, a cuddle buddy, sex, etc.) without forking over all my money in the process. I easily paid more for the sugar babies than my doll and that's factoring in things like buying her clothes and such.
There's also a certain peace of mind she provides me. I know it seems like every other post I mention dolls and that's because she has had such a positive impact on my life. Each time one of you makes a "foids behaving badly" thread I'm reminded that I never have to worry about that. All the lies, deceit, being used, stressing over a oneitis will never be an issue for me ever again. I never have to worry about her guy friends or what those notifications on her phone are. I never have to worry about her getting bored of me and finding someone else. I never have to worry about getting an STD or pregnancy and paternity issues. I never have to concern myself with if I'm being cheated on or how many guys she has slept with. I can't control if some based ricecel fucked her in the factory, but at the very least she has been clean and loyal since she arrived nearly 2 years ago.
What you see is what you get with a doll and that's all one could ever ask for.
I'm probably risking a lot sharing this with you guys as it may become another wasted thread or someone simply reply with a "didn't read lol" meme and that's okay because I just wanted to make a thoughtful post for anyone that is on the fence when it comes to doll ownership. I won't lie and say there aren't some growing pains that you have to get used to, but I wouldn't trade any of it to go back to my pre-doll days. She has been worth every penny. Not only did I get my money's worth, but I felt I got someone else's money's worth too. I'm willing to answer any questions you may have if you're interested. While I can't recommend a doll if all you're after is sex, they make for an excellent relationship substitute especially if you're reached the point of completely giving up. Odds are if you do make the purchase that makes it official.
She arrived in October of that year and my quality of life has changed significantly. After getting a doll in my life I stopped obsessing over getting a girlfriend. I stopped wasting money on sugar babies that didn't give me what I wanted anyway. I was able to give up porn. All my depressed and suicidal thoughts over being alone started to diminish. Not to say that I was suddenly happy and confident, but I finally had something to look forward to in my day-to-day life. To me she wasn't just an expensive sex toy, she was a relationship substitute. When I get done with wage slaving I know she's waiting for me at home. When I wake up in the morning I know when I roll over she's there to wish me good morning. I've created a little fantasy in my mind and that honestly helps me get through the day. And this is with her just being a doll. A robot or even using a combination of AI on my phone would take it to another level.
I understand dolls are not for everyone. I live alone and have no friends, so I really don't have visitors so it's not like I have to be discreet with her. For my lifestyle she meets all my needs. I get all the good aspects of what I was seeking with a sugar baby (someone to "talk" to and not feel alone, a cuddle buddy, sex, etc.) without forking over all my money in the process. I easily paid more for the sugar babies than my doll and that's factoring in things like buying her clothes and such.
There's also a certain peace of mind she provides me. I know it seems like every other post I mention dolls and that's because she has had such a positive impact on my life. Each time one of you makes a "foids behaving badly" thread I'm reminded that I never have to worry about that. All the lies, deceit, being used, stressing over a oneitis will never be an issue for me ever again. I never have to worry about her guy friends or what those notifications on her phone are. I never have to worry about her getting bored of me and finding someone else. I never have to worry about getting an STD or pregnancy and paternity issues. I never have to concern myself with if I'm being cheated on or how many guys she has slept with. I can't control if some based ricecel fucked her in the factory, but at the very least she has been clean and loyal since she arrived nearly 2 years ago.
What you see is what you get with a doll and that's all one could ever ask for.
I'm probably risking a lot sharing this with you guys as it may become another wasted thread or someone simply reply with a "didn't read lol" meme and that's okay because I just wanted to make a thoughtful post for anyone that is on the fence when it comes to doll ownership. I won't lie and say there aren't some growing pains that you have to get used to, but I wouldn't trade any of it to go back to my pre-doll days. She has been worth every penny. Not only did I get my money's worth, but I felt I got someone else's money's worth too. I'm willing to answer any questions you may have if you're interested. While I can't recommend a doll if all you're after is sex, they make for an excellent relationship substitute especially if you're reached the point of completely giving up. Odds are if you do make the purchase that makes it official.
