"The problem is when we were younger all she ever talked about was this guy has a big penis, that guy has a small one, etc. She felt comfortable telling me all of her dirt because I was like her big brother and we would never have a relationship with me. She pretty much slept with every friend I had and the two that were the biggest she kept as her ongoing fwb. One of the guys was a good friend of mine and hung like a horse."
"After we were married she had too much to drink one night and said she wished my dick was bigger. She denies it now, but she said it. And any time she refers to my dick she prefaces the comment with "little". Her "little friend", "little mushroom", etc. I have asked her repeatedly to stop, that it makes me uncomfortable, but she continues to do it. Almost like she can't help herself.So a couple of years ago she started working late, wouldn't answer her phone, etc. and I got suspicious. Went by her work early one day and saw her holding hands with a co worker. Confronted her about it and she said they are just good friends. The fact that he was African american didn't help my feelings because of the big penis stereotype."
"But goddammit I wish he had a big cock. I love a big one. I love the look of them, I love how they feel in my hand, I love that feeling of being totally filled up, I love seeing a nice bulge. I love seeing a guy start to get hard through his pants."
