First loss
I call unto the Lady of the Night
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Okay lads, this is maybe going to be a long post because I just remembered this. It happened like 6 years ago and was one of the most brutal rejections I have suffered to be honest.
It happened in the elementary school. Fifth year, to be exact. I was 10 or 11 at that time. There was this prime 100/100 stacy in my class. I'm not even joking, she is the most beautiful girl I have seen in my life. Waifu tier stacy tbh. I tried to find an anime lookalike of her or something to show you but I failed to find it.
Anyways, back to the story. We were really close friends and hung out pretty often. I liked her both as a foid and as a person because she was smart and a bookworm(that has probably changed by now tbh, we all know what foids do when they hit the puberty). I fell in love with her. Now, back then, I was extremely shy and timid and I spent weeks planning how to ask her for a relationship. Weeks. I have gone trough some many ideas. In the end I settled with the basic one. After the classes end and we exit the school together, I will confess to her. The amount of confidence needed to do this was huge. To this day, I still have no idea on how I managed to do it. So, as we exited, chatting and laughing. I stopped in my tracks, adrenaline flowing trough my body. I can feel it now. I literally feel it as I write even though it's a distant memory by now.
She said: "What is it?" as she smiled. Looking back, she probably knew what I was going to ask her. I got close to her, put my hands on her shoulders and flat out asked her: "I'm in love with you. Will you be my girlfriend?". At this point, the adrenaline was coursing trough my body. I could feel it rushing trough it, all to my neck, where it stopped.
She smiled. Like, it wasn't a smile put on there to mock me. She warmly smiled and after like ten seconds, which to me seemed like eternity, she spoke: "I'm sorry. We can't be together. You are like a little brother to me. You know, a child or something.".
At that moment, it didn't hurt me or anything. I just looked at her, smiled, said goodbye and went home. I didn't really hang out with her that year, but we did somewhat maintain a contact trough elementary school. I wanted to ask her again trough those times, but every time I remembered that moment, and knew the possible outcome.
That's what you get for being a 5'2 manlet, lads. That's what you get. Oh fucking great I want to cry now. Well thanks for reading this anyways.
It happened in the elementary school. Fifth year, to be exact. I was 10 or 11 at that time. There was this prime 100/100 stacy in my class. I'm not even joking, she is the most beautiful girl I have seen in my life. Waifu tier stacy tbh. I tried to find an anime lookalike of her or something to show you but I failed to find it.
Anyways, back to the story. We were really close friends and hung out pretty often. I liked her both as a foid and as a person because she was smart and a bookworm(that has probably changed by now tbh, we all know what foids do when they hit the puberty). I fell in love with her. Now, back then, I was extremely shy and timid and I spent weeks planning how to ask her for a relationship. Weeks. I have gone trough some many ideas. In the end I settled with the basic one. After the classes end and we exit the school together, I will confess to her. The amount of confidence needed to do this was huge. To this day, I still have no idea on how I managed to do it. So, as we exited, chatting and laughing. I stopped in my tracks, adrenaline flowing trough my body. I can feel it now. I literally feel it as I write even though it's a distant memory by now.
She said: "What is it?" as she smiled. Looking back, she probably knew what I was going to ask her. I got close to her, put my hands on her shoulders and flat out asked her: "I'm in love with you. Will you be my girlfriend?". At this point, the adrenaline was coursing trough my body. I could feel it rushing trough it, all to my neck, where it stopped.
She smiled. Like, it wasn't a smile put on there to mock me. She warmly smiled and after like ten seconds, which to me seemed like eternity, she spoke: "I'm sorry. We can't be together. You are like a little brother to me. You know, a child or something.".
At that moment, it didn't hurt me or anything. I just looked at her, smiled, said goodbye and went home. I didn't really hang out with her that year, but we did somewhat maintain a contact trough elementary school. I wanted to ask her again trough those times, but every time I remembered that moment, and knew the possible outcome.
That's what you get for being a 5'2 manlet, lads. That's what you get. Oh fucking great I want to cry now. Well thanks for reading this anyways.