Venting The cynicism that controls my emotions

[Justdone]

I have seen a lot of suicide threads lately and it annoys me when the OP doesn’t answer back to anyone so it makes me confrontational about everything else and I feel too many emotions at once so it turns to like apathy. I’m not like an attention whore but humans are like suppose to be social creatures and don’t trust “mental health resources” because they usually think their better than their clients and I feel like if they can’t see being friends with me what’s the point of seeing one It would just be like everyone else in my past life that just decide to say goodbye to me and wish me luck and I’ll accept it and see that as rejection. If I was closer to someone and had a friend I would believe in equality and not believe your only good as your social value and if you reached social milestones as a male.

 

[Deleted member 33091]

I don't have any friends anywhere and that includes here. Nobody likes me.

 

[Deleted member 32969]

Nobody likes me.

Im also a very dislikable person

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I made a post a while ago about crying like a bitch, and almost everyone was cheering me up and saying how they like me as a poster.
So I felt a little bit better.
Also, I tried responding to every single person.

 

[imsorry]

i voted yes, even though i don't talk with people directly through private messages.

it's like a group therapy, i appreciate all users. people here come from various backgrounds and being able to talk and share my own experiences regarding my inceldom really helps me to keep a sane mind.

 

[happiless]

I'll be your friend if you like these >= 9 rated anime, loli SoL and Kaiji https://myanimelist.net/animelist/thereddeath?status=7&order=4&order2=0

 

[dirtykombatcel]

No one gives a shit about me here which is fine since im used to it.

 

[K9Otaku]

I made a post a while ago about crying like a bitch, and almost everyone was cheering me up and saying how they like me as a poster.
So I felt a little bit better.
Also, I tried responding to every single person.

Yeah, it was a great thread

 

[K9Otaku]

You have never crossed paths with me before

I was talking about @Copexodius Maximus's thread; the one in which he talked about crying because he was alone

 

[Justdone]

I was talking about @Copexodius Maximus's thread; the one in which he talked about crying because he was alone

I know that I’m just like stating this is the first time I crossed paths with ya

 

[K9Otaku]

I know that I’m just like stating this is the first time I crossed paths with ya

Oh Ok, good then. Nice to meet you, brocel

 

[Justdone]

Oh Ok, good then. Nice to meet you, brocel

Nice to meet ya too bruv

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Yeah, it was a great thread

thanks, glad to see you enjoy my suffering.

Oh Ok, good then. Nice to meet you, brocel

Nice to meet ya too bruv

 

[K9Otaku]

thanks, glad to see you enjoy my suffering.

I don't enjoy your suffering. I think the expression of it was nice, and honest too

honesty is what we desperately need

 

[NapoliPizzaPie]

I don't have any friends anywhere and that includes here. Nobody likes me.

I like you
I have no friends here though.

 

[xeryes29]

I love this place and but this is a space for all of us to share and talk about our experiences and frustrations, its a place i can talk about my issues and not feel insecure or feel guilt or that im asking for pity because i know everyone here went through something similar in some way.

 

[_realist_]

I am a lone wolf.

 

[Deleted member 32662]

We can be friends. Fellow cel. Hope you don't feel alone.

 

[Deleted member 33716]

OPe, about therapy: I went into therapy in my early to mid 20s for a few specific issues and my psychologist at the time, he explained that therapy is a different type of relationship. Not like a friendship. Where the boundaries are firm and serve a purpose. I actually found it quite helpful, therapy, but it was for specific issues like my sleep-wake cycle and lack of routines.

I've gone back to see him again a couple of years ago, and I still go once a month. Nowadays I talk to him about my loneliness. I actually quite like being able to do that, as I have no incel friends IRL, and I don't want to be dumping my issues on my couple of IRL friends because I don't want to jeopardise those relationships.
I've actually been able to share with him some things like reddit (IT) and my escortmaxxing / sugarmaxxing - stuff that I don't feel I can talk about with family and normie friends. He's been open minded about this stuff, to my surprise. I haven't shown him this forum yet though.
So, overall, this therapy relationship I find useful.

Regarding the forum, idk, brocels leave or rope all the time it seems. Many don't share even fundamental outlooks about inceldom. It's a mini-society of broken and dysfunctional men and boys. It'll be cool to be able to make lasting friendships here, but I think we'd have to be very lucky for that to happen.

 

[Deleted member 33716]

Don’t show him the forum under any means or else you risk losing everything you have in life I understand boundaries but it feels like your therapist doesn’t view ya lower than him but doesn’t open up to you

True. No, I won't.
It is interesting, after years I don't know much about him.
He's an older guy, 50s is my guess.
He explained to me once that it is better if I don't know much about him - a smoother wall to bounce my ideas off. Something like that.

But, when I first started seeing him I was a bit younger, and it felt like I was talking to an uncle. Now I have my own career and have lived a little bit more life, I feel the relationship there is a little more balanced. He listens more now, rather than being too, well, instructive I guess. I guess my issues now are a little different from 12 years ago.

 

[kt0_0]

I’m pretty unknown on here ngl. I feel like everybody here could care less about me so idk.