LifeFuel The blackpill made me happier

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My mind cycle before the blackpill:

"I must work hard so others like me" -> Work hard -> Nobody gives a shit -> Feel sad -> Stop working hard -> Blame myself for not being liked -> "I must work hard" ...

My mind cycle after taking the blackpill:

"Nobody will like me anyway" -> Do whatever I want to -> Work hard only on things that I enjoy -> Enjoy activities because I am doing them for myself -> Nobody likes what I do but I couldn't care less -> "Nobody likes me anyway"

I can feel my lack of pleasure (anedonia) being healed, like a brain tumor that is healing itself day by day, because I can FINALLY stop giving a single shit.
 
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I still give a shit but I wish I didn't
 
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Therapywasaaste said:
I still give a shit but I wish I didn't
It took me a while
 
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watcher said:
It took me a while
maybe one day I can stop giving a fuck too
 
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Therapywasaaste said:
I still give a shit but I wish I didn't
Copexodius Maximus said:
maybe one day I can stop giving a fuck too
I don't give a fuck like OP does. You acquire it with time/age.
 
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watcher said:
My mind cycle before the blackpill:

"I must work hard so others like me" -> Work hard -> Nobody gives a shit -> Feel sad -> Stop working hard -> Blame myself for not being liked -> "I must work hard" ...

My mind cycle after taking the blackpill:

"Nobody will like me anyway" -> Do whatever I want to -> Work hard only on things that I enjoy -> Enjoy activities because I am doing them for myself -> Nobody likes what I do but I couldn't care less -> "Nobody likes me anyway"

I can feel my lack of pleasure (anedonia) being healed, like a brain tumor that is healing itself day by day, because I can FINALLY stop giving a single shit.
the blackpill cycle looks much better for your personal health ngl
 
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Can relate. The whole "work on yourself" bullshit only makes you even more depressed and eventually leads to cuckoldry, drinking soy and posting on IT.
 
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Although some aspects of the blackpill are quite brutal, it is a bit relieving to know that it isn’t your fault and you can stop blaming yourself. You can then move on to enjoy your copes and possibly escortcell if you have the money
 
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ldargoblin said:
Can relate. The whole "work on yourself" bullshit only makes you even more depressed and eventually leads to cuckoldry, drinking soy and posting on IT.
:lul:
 
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Then it’s more of a gray/white/honk pill
 
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Opposite for me tbh
 
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Snowstormhigh said:
Being alone isn't temporary
But the blackpill sadness phase is
 
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watcher said:
But the blackpill sadness phase is
This isn't "sadness" it's depression
 
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watcher said:
My mind cycle before the blackpill:

"I must work hard so others like me" -> Work hard -> Nobody gives a shit -> Feel sad -> Stop working hard -> Blame myself for not being liked -> "I must work hard" ...

My mind cycle after taking the blackpill:

"Nobody will like me anyway" -> Do whatever I want to -> Work hard only on things that I enjoy -> Enjoy activities because I am doing them for myself -> Nobody likes what I do but I couldn't care less -> "Nobody likes me anyway"

I can feel my lack of pleasure (anedonia) being healed, like a brain tumor that is healing itself day by day, because I can FINALLY stop giving a single shit.
It helps u move on
 
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Blackpill can heal you in the long run, although your life would still be the same but you will no longer blame yourself.
 
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watcher said:
My mind cycle before the blackpill:

"I must work hard so others like me" -> Work hard -> Nobody gives a shit -> Feel sad -> Stop working hard -> Blame myself for not being liked -> "I must work hard" ...

My mind cycle after taking the blackpill:

"Nobody will like me anyway" -> Do whatever I want to -> Work hard only on things that I enjoy -> Enjoy activities because I am doing them for myself -> Nobody likes what I do but I couldn't care less -> "Nobody likes me anyway"

I can feel my lack of pleasure (anedonia) being healed, like a brain tumor that is healing itself day by day, because I can FINALLY stop giving a single shit.
High IQ
 
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Snowstormhigh said:
This isn't "sadness" it's depression
Depression is not caused by the blackpill, its caused by being incel.

Do you think Tyrone gets depressed because he was blackpilled and now he knows its all about looks and dick size? He couldn't care less. He is blackpilled but still happy because he knows he won the genetic lottery.

The blackpill didn't make you depressed, it just made you realize its hopeless to try to change your SMV. But it set you free, because now you know you can do whatever the fuck you want without remorse for not being "productive". If anything, the blackpill will, in the long therm, make you happier and help you cope with depression.
waste matter said:
Blackpill can heal you in the long run, although your life would still be the same but you will no longer blame yourself.
This.
 
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watcher said:
Depression is not caused by the blackpill, its caused by being incel.

Do you think Tyrone gets depressed because he was blackpilled and now he knows its all about looks and dick size? He couldn't care less. He is blackpilled but still happy because he knows he won the genetic lottery.

The blackpill didn't make you depressed, it just made you realize its hopeless to try to change your SMV. But it set you free, because now you know you can do whatever the fuck you want without remorse for not being "productive". If anything, the blackpill will, in the long therm, make you happier and help you cope with depression.

This.
It didn't "set me free" it made me feel worse, and realize that it's actually fucking over. A Chad/Tyrone is not effected by the blackpill in any way. Stop with the whitepill bullshit cope none of this shit will get "better" in the future
 
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Snowstormhigh said:
It didn't "set me free" it made me feel worse, and realize that it's actually fucking over. A Chad/Tyrone is not effected by the blackpill in any way. Stop with the whitepill bullshit cope none of this shit will get "better" in the future
I felt the exact same way for 3 years before I started to feel better