
Nordicel94
Pancake-faced viking-cel
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I don't mean realizing the fact that it's over, that's obvious.
I mean the fact that once you're blackpilled you constantly analyse everything from a blackpill perspective. I can't walk down the street and observe people normally anymore, I analyze their looks, their body shapes, their gate, who they're with, if they're beta buxx, Chads, normies, what SMV they have etc.
And as for my own looks, I can't walk around without constantly thinking about my own looks. How I look from certain angles. My entire being is consumed by LOOKS.
It's like an exhausting layer added to reality. Normies do this subconciously of course, but blackpillers do it on a concious level.
I mean the fact that once you're blackpilled you constantly analyse everything from a blackpill perspective. I can't walk down the street and observe people normally anymore, I analyze their looks, their body shapes, their gate, who they're with, if they're beta buxx, Chads, normies, what SMV they have etc.
And as for my own looks, I can't walk around without constantly thinking about my own looks. How I look from certain angles. My entire being is consumed by LOOKS.
It's like an exhausting layer added to reality. Normies do this subconciously of course, but blackpillers do it on a concious level.