The bells are ringing

[Allday]

60 days into the year, 300 to go.

I doubt I can take much more of this. Not going to ER, or anything. But as a mental-cel who just suffers to much, I'm done living in my own head. I want out. JFC, if my parents were not around I could rope in peace without the guilt factor, but now that is not the case. I am an empty, soulless vessel whom does not deserve this gift of Life.

My last cope is doing a final escape plan road trip. I'm going to visit my favorite escort the last time, then drive to another state and piss my money away on luxuries. I do not know what will come of this event, or if it will even be worth it. Only time can tell. Just need to get my own car then it's all ahead on this plan.

 

[ropecel]

Don't piss your money away unless you're going to rope directly after. Also do yourself a favor and piss part of your money away on a gun. Nothing worse than fucking up roping.

 

[Jockcel]

Do some charity before you rope, might come in handy in the afterlife.

 

[iblamemyself]

I recommend you rent a lambo or something. Take a trip to Hawaii. Have your gun plated with gold. Buy a rolex and have someone engrave "fuck you" on the case.

Go into a luxury hotel and pretend to be rich. Trick a golddigger and sui in front of her, after giving a speach about degeneracy and incel life.

 

[ghostcell]

 Trick a golddigger and sui in front of her, after giving a speach about degeneracy and incel life.

 

[Allday]

I recommend you rent a lambo or something. Take a trip to Hawaii. Have your gun plated with gold. Buy a rolex and have someone engrave "fuck you" on the case.

Go into a luxury hotel and pretend to be rich. Trick a golddigger and sui in front of her, after giving a speach about degeneracy and incel life.

Probably the best idea yet

 

[jackbud]

I don't know how much time I have left. Two days ago I would've said I'd be dead by the end of the week. Now I'm feeling kinda positive for some reason, but tomorrow I might have a different answer.