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I remember I was one of the shortest in school; at 14 I was barely 5'3" and every past summer when we came back to school from holydays I noticed everybody were getting taller and more masculine.
While I was always the same; babyfaced manlet.
I already knew it was the end because the other guys tried wwe moves on me because I was very scrawny too.
They humiliated me by emulating sexual acts like anal or they put their penis on my face, I developed a passive personality for all.the humiliation.
Now it seems like I can't be aggressive; even if since 2009 I gymcelled I can't fight back at all.
Now I'm 174cm and 75kg so.not even big but I still have the babyface at 28.
I feel like an aspie kid who's afraid of everything and I'm a totally inept at doing simple tasks or dead end jobs.
While I was always the same; babyfaced manlet.
I already knew it was the end because the other guys tried wwe moves on me because I was very scrawny too.
They humiliated me by emulating sexual acts like anal or they put their penis on my face, I developed a passive personality for all.the humiliation.
Now it seems like I can't be aggressive; even if since 2009 I gymcelled I can't fight back at all.
Now I'm 174cm and 75kg so.not even big but I still have the babyface at 28.
I feel like an aspie kid who's afraid of everything and I'm a totally inept at doing simple tasks or dead end jobs.
