Betrayed
God is dead
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Soon I have to go to school again
I can already feel myself excluded from anybody
I realized that the normie doesn't suffer like this. He doesn't have to constantly be left out.
I endured this. For. My. Entire. Life.
I still have 4 years at my school left
(16 y/o, in my school system 5-13 grade is one school)
I am already considering suicide, I don't know if I should jump from a trampoline or overdose on sweets.
I can't get up at 6 am everyday for so long just to work after
I am miserably lonely. I don't want to call the suicide hotline because I'm afraid of the police raiding my house (this DOES happen when they think you're gonna commit suicide immediately)
I suffered my entire life. I always thought it would get better
I turned 16 a few days ago.
These years are supposed to be the best ones of my life. Partying. Losing your v card. I am here alone. Forever.
I will never be happy and fulfilled. I thought low inhibmaxing would get me friends but now I just get avoided like the plague.
I will not go ER, I am religious and I don't want to curse my soul. The only thing I fear is god.
I am unsure whether I want to erase my consciousness for eternity.
I am not afraid of the afterlife
I am afraid that there is no afterlife
I don't want to jump on a trampoline, what if I don't die on impact and bleed out?
I don't want to overdose on sweets either, organ failure must fucking suck, also only women kill themself that way.
The thought that this doesn't have to last forever comforts me.
I can't even have sex because you need to be 18 to escortcel
Be brutally honest with me
Would you make a suicide plan if you were in my situation?
I want my soul to rest, I don't have to endure this anymore
I can already feel myself excluded from anybody
I realized that the normie doesn't suffer like this. He doesn't have to constantly be left out.
I endured this. For. My. Entire. Life.
I still have 4 years at my school left
(16 y/o, in my school system 5-13 grade is one school)
I am already considering suicide, I don't know if I should jump from a trampoline or overdose on sweets.
I can't get up at 6 am everyday for so long just to work after
I am miserably lonely. I don't want to call the suicide hotline because I'm afraid of the police raiding my house (this DOES happen when they think you're gonna commit suicide immediately)
I suffered my entire life. I always thought it would get better
I turned 16 a few days ago.
These years are supposed to be the best ones of my life. Partying. Losing your v card. I am here alone. Forever.
I will never be happy and fulfilled. I thought low inhibmaxing would get me friends but now I just get avoided like the plague.
I will not go ER, I am religious and I don't want to curse my soul. The only thing I fear is god.
I am unsure whether I want to erase my consciousness for eternity.
I am not afraid of the afterlife
I am afraid that there is no afterlife
I don't want to jump on a trampoline, what if I don't die on impact and bleed out?
I don't want to overdose on sweets either, organ failure must fucking suck, also only women kill themself that way.
The thought that this doesn't have to last forever comforts me.
I can't even have sex because you need to be 18 to escortcel
Be brutally honest with me
Would you make a suicide plan if you were in my situation?
I want my soul to rest, I don't have to endure this anymore