A toast for my brocels, Take a sip of the virtual Kweichow Moutai
Ive had some interesting arguments
Made some good friends
talked about inceldom
discussed anime
discussed videogames
I would really love to learn coding but i feel im too stupid and my attention span isnt good
but i was able to still make a cool roblox map in roblox studio and i was thrilled about that
Things i have done:
I have put homebrew on almost every console known to man
I have been fishing in the ocean and also from a boat irl
Tried flirting but she didnt recipricate, Its over
Went to see a movie on cinema
Owned a nintendo DS
Mowed someones lawn
Mowed my workplace laws
Gotten a haircut
Ate Ritz
Cleaned a computer
Petted a cat
Adopted a cat
Saved a cat from a tree
Taken a long shower
Been to a waterpark in another country and it started raining, Now its a good memory as i miss it, Family was together and not apart.
Tried whiskey
Had alcohol
Smoked a cigarette but dont smoke it anymore, I quit, Bad for health, Now i have nicotine chewing gum instead whenever i feel an urge
Prayed to a god to take me away from this nightmare
Prayed to a god that he would give me a PS5
Taken a ferry
Driven a boat
Driven a car
Played golf
Played football
Played golf
Partake in football and bandy with other people as sport
Built lego
Had my lego stolen
Built PCs
Owned an OLED
Owned a kickass stereo system
Been to a metal concert aswell as theater
Jailbroken a PS2 and made it run mariokart GBA and pokemon firered
Watched a chinese movie
Watched a japanese movie
Watched a swedish movie
Watched a norwegian movie
Watched a korean movie
Watched who killed captain alex even tho its horrible yet has some fun moments for example the scene where they invade canada (Very short scene)
Rolled around in the grass
Touched some grass
walked on the grass
picked up some grass
sat on some grass
lay down on some grass
daydreamed of having a GF
Daydream about being happy
daydream of how it would like to be the guy with options to choose a nice partner for myself that would make me happy every day but ofc they dont look my way no matter how much i improve or how well i present myself.
Watched porn, Not proud to admit it but i guess i have like 500 pages here where ive mentioned it, Not my proudest fap
Watched hentai
Farted in an elevator on accident
Walked a very far distance only for the supermarket to be closed
walked a long distance to find it open
finished college
worked 7 years with my hands and
Made some friends but they eventually stabbed me in the back due to my looks and pointed out my flaws
Tried making new friends after that and the same happened
Made some ugly friends and they dont want to hang out and i dont know why, I offer popcorn and i put on cool movies.
I know 2 chads that have been nice to me for a lifetime one i met at 16, They are very rare.
Been to Spain, Belgium, France, Sweden, Denmark, and Finland when i was like 1 year old baby
Hmm what else have i done, Yes, Rotted contemplating how to make friends or get a GF
How can i make them see past my looks, Impossible, Ive had a good personality irl for as long
as i can remember and i still cannot seem to find anyone.
What else? Oh and i swiped tinder with autoclicker for an entire year, Still no matched
Tried Badoo dating app but still nothing
Made dating profiles listing hobbies and also adding outdoor hobby as it used to be a good past time of mine i liked to do
Played videogames, Gained a few pounds shed them but got fat again because people dont like me and sometimes when i ask they dont tell me why, I cannot remember offending or being mean to them, Fitting in is hard and its over, Im 25 i dont know what to do, I just need a sign so i can like have a reason to live.
In the summer as a kid i used to catch toads and study them then watch them jump away afterwards, I never got wartz like people told me i would
Its impossible to make friends because there is always a rumor going around about me, Sometimes i dont even know what the rumor is, People just distance themselves from me, I dress nice, I brush my teeth, I tend to my hair, I communicate, Yet its not enough, What can i do man, LMAO.
Ive prolly done alot of things but ive never had trouble with the law and im always well kempt despite adding a few pounds, When i wear a hoodie you cant see my fat because im long but i do got a belly eeking out of my tshirt rn, it doesnt bother me as much as my destroyed nose does, And i wish i could look a little better facially maybe friendlier or cooler.
If i looked like this maybe then i would be more approachable, I dont feel i look interesting or cool enough or attractive, Infact i feel and look unattractive.
Ive prolly done alot of more things but i have trouble remembering, Im almost 25 and my memory is getting bad.
Writing this has been theraupeutic for me, Feel free to make your own list below
Almost friday so will open a beer and try relax.
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