
Notkev
My balls itch
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- Joined
- Nov 4, 2023
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It may be the most brutal one of all. I wish I had one actual relationship in my life. Or sex. Things would be much better. How we are supposed to NOT feel like subhumans when we are denied sex and intimacy is beyond me.
It will never be normal. We never will be. We fundamentally lack those experiences. Even if you looksmaxxed and ascended it would become obvious that you've been alone your whole life. Hell, people look at us and they know, which goes to show the legitimacy of the BP.
One, just ONE woman to desire me, that's all I'm asking. No standards. Doesn't matter if she's on a wheelchair. Just ONE woman. But not even that. Can't negotiate attraction I guess.
Now it's hard to even watch shows and movies where teen/young adult people have sex or are intimate. Sometimes I wish I was never born.
Every person I liked never liked me back. Except for one, and even then other forces and my already fucked up insecure ass brain fucked it up.
Sometimes I'm good, other times I just want to be dead already. Isn't that all what these people want? They sure show it I'm the way they look at you and treat you like garbage. I'm so tired...
It will never be normal. We never will be. We fundamentally lack those experiences. Even if you looksmaxxed and ascended it would become obvious that you've been alone your whole life. Hell, people look at us and they know, which goes to show the legitimacy of the BP.
One, just ONE woman to desire me, that's all I'm asking. No standards. Doesn't matter if she's on a wheelchair. Just ONE woman. But not even that. Can't negotiate attraction I guess.
Now it's hard to even watch shows and movies where teen/young adult people have sex or are intimate. Sometimes I wish I was never born.
Every person I liked never liked me back. Except for one, and even then other forces and my already fucked up insecure ass brain fucked it up.
Sometimes I'm good, other times I just want to be dead already. Isn't that all what these people want? They sure show it I'm the way they look at you and treat you like garbage. I'm so tired...