Deleted member 22999
5’4 Akechicel
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I WAS SO CLOSE I WAS SO FUCKING CLOSEEEEEEE FUCKKKKK
This is probably more common than I think but still need to vent here
I (16) have had a crush on this girl my age since 6th grade. Sophomore year we become friends, I even get referred to as the male best friend. People ask if we’re dating. I’m almost certain I made it. I’m 5’2 and suffer from jawceldom. Despite this, I foolishly let myself think I had a shot. Hanging out at her place last night, her family goes out somewhere. She tells me she wants to talk, we start walking around her neighborhood. 99% sure this is it, time to move in.
mfw she starts asking me for “boy advice”
mfw she vividly describes her sneaking out last night and banging some senior I’ve never heard of in his car in the Safeway parking lot
“Idk if I like him but I want to be with him more what do I do”
she starts talking about how she doesnt want a relationship, she just wants to fuck chads or something
pic related, I was literally tempted to kill myself on the spot. Why are f*males like this? Has anyone else had this problem? I havent quite lost it just yet but that didn’t do me any favors. I’m at the point where I sleep next to a sideways pillow to feel like I’m hugging something. Today she sent me a snap of her at our local mall getting lunch with some guy i’ve never met. Pretty sure she was getting her insides rearranged in the bathrooms or something. This hurts so much like seriously I actually thought I was gonna make it I helped her through so much stuff just to get cucked by randoms on snapchat
This is probably more common than I think but still need to vent here
I (16) have had a crush on this girl my age since 6th grade. Sophomore year we become friends, I even get referred to as the male best friend. People ask if we’re dating. I’m almost certain I made it. I’m 5’2 and suffer from jawceldom. Despite this, I foolishly let myself think I had a shot. Hanging out at her place last night, her family goes out somewhere. She tells me she wants to talk, we start walking around her neighborhood. 99% sure this is it, time to move in.
mfw she starts asking me for “boy advice”
mfw she vividly describes her sneaking out last night and banging some senior I’ve never heard of in his car in the Safeway parking lot
“Idk if I like him but I want to be with him more what do I do”
she starts talking about how she doesnt want a relationship, she just wants to fuck chads or something
pic related, I was literally tempted to kill myself on the spot. Why are f*males like this? Has anyone else had this problem? I havent quite lost it just yet but that didn’t do me any favors. I’m at the point where I sleep next to a sideways pillow to feel like I’m hugging something. Today she sent me a snap of her at our local mall getting lunch with some guy i’ve never met. Pretty sure she was getting her insides rearranged in the bathrooms or something. This hurts so much like seriously I actually thought I was gonna make it I helped her through so much stuff just to get cucked by randoms on snapchat