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Darkoff
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I never had a single casual conversation with a teacher in school ever. I remember times when the teacher would conversate and joke with the person I was sitting next to sometimes who I was friends with but never me.
And the only time I was given positive reinforcement for having done good work it was always very back-handed and monotone. Like it would sound like they were surprised that I wasn't retarded and talentless and it's as if they were saying "that's actually good" if you know what I mean. One time when I was drawing a flower in school these two teachers were actually amused by how good at drawing I was. Kinda like how you hear the commentators in football scoff when Messi does something impressive, because you wouldn't expect someone who is so small and chinless to be so athletic and talented. With me it's that because I look retarded, everyone expects me to be a retard.
And the only time I was given positive reinforcement for having done good work it was always very back-handed and monotone. Like it would sound like they were surprised that I wasn't retarded and talentless and it's as if they were saying "that's actually good" if you know what I mean. One time when I was drawing a flower in school these two teachers were actually amused by how good at drawing I was. Kinda like how you hear the commentators in football scoff when Messi does something impressive, because you wouldn't expect someone who is so small and chinless to be so athletic and talented. With me it's that because I look retarded, everyone expects me to be a retard.