p9intless
hapa, failed sperg
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- Aug 23, 2024
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I had a few peculiar habits when I was in elementary school.
During recess, my classmates would come together and play games with each other. When I asked my classmate if I can join and play with them they will always reject me. I am not NT and look uncanny, so I was already an outcast. Because I was unable to handle being rejected, I would literally cry and beg to play with them until a teacher would step in and force them to play with me. I was fucking PITIFUL as a child.
Also I had this hyperfixation with terraforming planets. I used to draw the planet Mars getting gradually terraformed on printer paper. Like on one side of the paper I would draw the planet mars in great detail, with it's terrain and everything, and on the other side I would draw a green and blue Mars.
In 5th/6th grade I used to construct languages (although they were crude) with their own phonology, alphabet and grammar. I am a genuine turboautist, so I would speak in my made-up language with other people thinking I would impress them with my language-making skills JFL.
In retrospect, I was a really weird kid.
During recess, my classmates would come together and play games with each other. When I asked my classmate if I can join and play with them they will always reject me. I am not NT and look uncanny, so I was already an outcast. Because I was unable to handle being rejected, I would literally cry and beg to play with them until a teacher would step in and force them to play with me. I was fucking PITIFUL as a child.
Also I had this hyperfixation with terraforming planets. I used to draw the planet Mars getting gradually terraformed on printer paper. Like on one side of the paper I would draw the planet mars in great detail, with it's terrain and everything, and on the other side I would draw a green and blue Mars.
In 5th/6th grade I used to construct languages (although they were crude) with their own phonology, alphabet and grammar. I am a genuine turboautist, so I would speak in my made-up language with other people thinking I would impress them with my language-making skills JFL.
In retrospect, I was a really weird kid.