For some reason, the more shit my life is, the more motivation I have to live. Usually it's the opposite as in the more shit your life gets, the more inclination you get towards roping.
I wasted 2 hours on Instagram, and since the Fitx video went viral, some people who went to the middle school I went to followed me (probably out of curiosity, idk their intention), and I accepted it then scrolled their memories, scrolled and looked through their following list at what my old classmates are doing now.
Some of their Instagrams were public, I saw their High School graduation, prom, partying, I looked at some of the girls I went to school with, they seemed to be having fun.
In comparison, when I was having mental breakdowns and had literally no friends from grade 9 - 11, they were having fun, making memories, and through looking at a bunch of my old classmate's profiles, I realized how much I missed out on.
Then for fun, I just started looking up famous people. Ishowspeed, Cardi B, Logan Paul, Iman Gadzhi, just random famous people, and it opened my eyes in a sense to realize some people are having the times of their fucking lives. Rich, lamborghinis, riding jetskiis, traveling the world. The world is so different for different people. Some people are being bombed, others live in poverty, slums, whilst others have millions of dollars and are riding jetskiis.
It makes my suffering comical in a sense. If my life had a genre, it would be horror-comedy. Because it's horror, I wear a hoodie now to not get recognized on Campus, I've dealt with self harm and suicidal thoughts, but it's comedy in that it's just funny for some reason. Sometimes when I'm about to break down, I just start smiling or laughing like a maniac.
How is that lifefuel? Isn't that's suicidefuel? My classmates had the High School experience, normies live better lives then incels, and chads and Celebrities use the world as their playground.
For some reason it didn't make me depressed or suicidal, it made me feel less depressed and I realized suicide is now pointless.
If you're depressed and rotting in bed, Chads are fucking hot girls at clubs, normies are laughing and hanging out, and millionaires are riding jetskiis in Dubai. Doesn't that make your depression seem comical? Not even out of envy, but what's the point of being depressed or rotting when other people are still enjoying their lives anyways. In contrast, it's like you sitting at home bawling your eyes out, and next door, there's a lively party of enjoyment and wild laughter. It just seems comical, Idk how to explain it. Realizing that there are people living infinitely better lives then me somehow made my depressive thoughts go away in 30 minutes.
Suicide is pointless, because if you killed yourself, no one would care, people have this false perception that if they killed themselves, it would be "revenge" because the bullies would feel bad. Your bullies don't gaf, they're still laughing and having fun. They didn't even notice you roped. Girls from your school are having the time of their lives fucking Chad, and celebrities and millionaires are still on their boats, they're still having the time of their lives. The world would just keep spinning.
The social hierarchy clearly exists for humans. Sub5's, normies, and chads, SMV, even the concept of Alpha males and beta males, it exists in real life, and I see it in real life. It reminds me of Dragon Ball Z races and power levels. I'm some ugly humiliated guy, near the bottom of the social hierarchy, whilst men higher in the social hierarchy, chads and alpha males live a better life than me mainly from unfair genetics and circumstances. That's all the motivation you need to live. Look at others living a better life than you and you will realize how pointless suicide is.
I wish there was a way for someone who was at the bottom of the social hierarchy to live a life similar to those higher up the social hierarchy.
The redpill talks about "Game" but I don't think game matters. What I think matters is money and status.
Cuffem and Jay Z and a lot of rappers are genetic subhumans but they still live in the upper echelons of society because of money and status.
You weren't going to make friends anyways, you weren't going to get a girlfriend anyways, what I think must happen is there must be a alternate path taken that incels should follow.
The paths laid out for incels by the redpill and bluepill don't work, if they did, then inceldom wouldn't be a global problem. There should be an alternate path made to cheat reality.
The alternative pathway (the path I'm taking) is not making friends, not going to clubs, not going to parties, (because you weren't going to make friends anyways, you weren't going to get invited to parties anyways, not watching anime, not playing video games, wearing a hoodie everyday and avoiding all that) and having no "University Experience" (because you weren't going to have one anyways), live a shit boring life of balancing University work with trying to make money, waking up early to work the entire day, make enough money, then use money to looksmax and then max everything else, I don't even know what I'm doing but I know that's the best option.
Escape the matrix and make money (work the entire day and go to no parties because you weren't going to get invited anyways and just grind until it works), networking is important so talking to people with the intention of making money is ok, then after you've used the money to fully looksmaxxed and physiquemaxx then you can build status, and scale to make more money.
I remember someone on reddit said Andrew Tate is an incel because he's ugly and pays for pussy. He stills gets pussy
There's no other option. The only way to overcome genetics is with money and maximizing every attribute possible after you've made money. Despite that being unrealistic, that's the most "realistic" solution to inceldom imo because being nice or confident isn't going to get you much if you're a truecel. Imo you better start working hard to make money now, which is hard for me because University assignments take all of my day and I would only drop out after I'm making money first. Once I catch up in University, I'm going to try to post higher quality content on Youtube to get monetized, try other business models, and keep looking for jobs and just keep working until I'm making more than 10k a month.
If I can make 10k a month by 22, and I looksmaxxed and physiquemaxxed and became a content creator and changed the narrative and got status for being known as the "successful grinding ugly guy" then it's likely I would ascend more then if I wasted my time now trying to make friends or started "being funny".
Have no life and make a lot of money --> Maximize everything else. And there's proof ugly millionaires can pay for pussy and get laid, and if you're ugly, rich and jacked and have 1 million instagram followers then you have a high chance of ascending.
I think that's the best most "realistic" alternative path for incels despite it being hard and unrealistic
I wasted 2 hours on Instagram, and since the Fitx video went viral, some people who went to the middle school I went to followed me (probably out of curiosity, idk their intention), and I accepted it then scrolled their memories, scrolled and looked through their following list at what my old classmates are doing now.
Some of their Instagrams were public, I saw their High School graduation, prom, partying, I looked at some of the girls I went to school with, they seemed to be having fun.
In comparison, when I was having mental breakdowns and had literally no friends from grade 9 - 11, they were having fun, making memories, and through looking at a bunch of my old classmate's profiles, I realized how much I missed out on.
Then for fun, I just started looking up famous people. Ishowspeed, Cardi B, Logan Paul, Iman Gadzhi, just random famous people, and it opened my eyes in a sense to realize some people are having the times of their fucking lives. Rich, lamborghinis, riding jetskiis, traveling the world. The world is so different for different people. Some people are being bombed, others live in poverty, slums, whilst others have millions of dollars and are riding jetskiis.
It makes my suffering comical in a sense. If my life had a genre, it would be horror-comedy. Because it's horror, I wear a hoodie now to not get recognized on Campus, I've dealt with self harm and suicidal thoughts, but it's comedy in that it's just funny for some reason. Sometimes when I'm about to break down, I just start smiling or laughing like a maniac.
How is that lifefuel? Isn't that's suicidefuel? My classmates had the High School experience, normies live better lives then incels, and chads and Celebrities use the world as their playground.
For some reason it didn't make me depressed or suicidal, it made me feel less depressed and I realized suicide is now pointless.
If you're depressed and rotting in bed, Chads are fucking hot girls at clubs, normies are laughing and hanging out, and millionaires are riding jetskiis in Dubai. Doesn't that make your depression seem comical? Not even out of envy, but what's the point of being depressed or rotting when other people are still enjoying their lives anyways. In contrast, it's like you sitting at home bawling your eyes out, and next door, there's a lively party of enjoyment and wild laughter. It just seems comical, Idk how to explain it. Realizing that there are people living infinitely better lives then me somehow made my depressive thoughts go away in 30 minutes.
Suicide is pointless, because if you killed yourself, no one would care, people have this false perception that if they killed themselves, it would be "revenge" because the bullies would feel bad. Your bullies don't gaf, they're still laughing and having fun. They didn't even notice you roped. Girls from your school are having the time of their lives fucking Chad, and celebrities and millionaires are still on their boats, they're still having the time of their lives. The world would just keep spinning.
The social hierarchy clearly exists for humans. Sub5's, normies, and chads, SMV, even the concept of Alpha males and beta males, it exists in real life, and I see it in real life. It reminds me of Dragon Ball Z races and power levels. I'm some ugly humiliated guy, near the bottom of the social hierarchy, whilst men higher in the social hierarchy, chads and alpha males live a better life than me mainly from unfair genetics and circumstances. That's all the motivation you need to live. Look at others living a better life than you and you will realize how pointless suicide is.
I wish there was a way for someone who was at the bottom of the social hierarchy to live a life similar to those higher up the social hierarchy.
The redpill talks about "Game" but I don't think game matters. What I think matters is money and status.
Cuffem and Jay Z and a lot of rappers are genetic subhumans but they still live in the upper echelons of society because of money and status.
You weren't going to make friends anyways, you weren't going to get a girlfriend anyways, what I think must happen is there must be a alternate path taken that incels should follow.
The paths laid out for incels by the redpill and bluepill don't work, if they did, then inceldom wouldn't be a global problem. There should be an alternate path made to cheat reality.
The alternative pathway (the path I'm taking) is not making friends, not going to clubs, not going to parties, (because you weren't going to make friends anyways, you weren't going to get invited to parties anyways, not watching anime, not playing video games, wearing a hoodie everyday and avoiding all that) and having no "University Experience" (because you weren't going to have one anyways), live a shit boring life of balancing University work with trying to make money, waking up early to work the entire day, make enough money, then use money to looksmax and then max everything else, I don't even know what I'm doing but I know that's the best option.
Escape the matrix and make money (work the entire day and go to no parties because you weren't going to get invited anyways and just grind until it works), networking is important so talking to people with the intention of making money is ok, then after you've used the money to fully looksmaxxed and physiquemaxx then you can build status, and scale to make more money.
I remember someone on reddit said Andrew Tate is an incel because he's ugly and pays for pussy. He stills gets pussy
There's no other option. The only way to overcome genetics is with money and maximizing every attribute possible after you've made money. Despite that being unrealistic, that's the most "realistic" solution to inceldom imo because being nice or confident isn't going to get you much if you're a truecel. Imo you better start working hard to make money now, which is hard for me because University assignments take all of my day and I would only drop out after I'm making money first. Once I catch up in University, I'm going to try to post higher quality content on Youtube to get monetized, try other business models, and keep looking for jobs and just keep working until I'm making more than 10k a month.
If I can make 10k a month by 22, and I looksmaxxed and physiquemaxxed and became a content creator and changed the narrative and got status for being known as the "successful grinding ugly guy" then it's likely I would ascend more then if I wasted my time now trying to make friends or started "being funny".
Have no life and make a lot of money --> Maximize everything else. And there's proof ugly millionaires can pay for pussy and get laid, and if you're ugly, rich and jacked and have 1 million instagram followers then you have a high chance of ascending.
I think that's the best most "realistic" alternative path for incels despite it being hard and unrealistic
