We have a new female part-time worker my age and it´s family one of my boss. And they didn´t want me to meet her or talk to her so i have to give my paper work to her on her table when she is not present. It´s incredible they force me to do that and they forced only me and they told me it´s not my fault. Ofc it is because of my looks. At night when lights are off i walk in building like a ghost to get those papers on her table. She has a number of my office written on her table, she can call me, she can ask me directly what she need for her work, but they don´t let her do it. They send third person who knows nothing about our work. It´s really stupid and time-wasting.
I know it´s because of my looks, but i don´t know what´s the point of doing this. They are scared i might disgust her? Are they scared she might like me (lol). Reminder that this started before this pandemic.
Similar things happened when i was a little kid. My parents didn´t want me to be around girls, only around guys. I didn´t care at that time. But i think my parents didn´t want to offend parents of other kids by my presence.
I didn´t say anything bad to anyone. I´m always polite, calm. Don´t know why i deserve this.
I know i´m not supposed to be happy, to have girlfriend, social life and i know where is my place. So why they have to remind me i´m a failure everyday? Just give me the rope already.
I know it´s because of my looks, but i don´t know what´s the point of doing this. They are scared i might disgust her? Are they scared she might like me (lol). Reminder that this started before this pandemic.
Similar things happened when i was a little kid. My parents didn´t want me to be around girls, only around guys. I didn´t care at that time. But i think my parents didn´t want to offend parents of other kids by my presence.
I didn´t say anything bad to anyone. I´m always polite, calm. Don´t know why i deserve this.
I know i´m not supposed to be happy, to have girlfriend, social life and i know where is my place. So why they have to remind me i´m a failure everyday? Just give me the rope already.
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