My parents only make my suicidal thoughts even worse with the amount of stress they cause me.
They like to make my life harder than it needs to be.
If things don’t go exactly as they planned then I’m a failure.
The whole reason my life is shit is because they decided to be shit. They never allowed me to properly socialize as a kid, then ridicule me for not having a single friend all my life.
They refuse to understand that I have a medical condition that makes me look deformed, then ridicule me and remind me how I have never had a girlfriend in my life.
My father says I’ve never accomplished anything in my life, but he fails to understand the only true accomplishment in this world is living without trying. And that life is reserved for chads and Stacy’s, or htbs+.
I’ve realized I’m starting to care less and less about the things around me, and the less I start to care, the more suicidal I become. These idiots are fueling me to rope.
Constantly berating me, constantly telling me I’m a failure because I don’t have a girlfriend, never had a job at 20, and still live with them.
If I’m all of these things then I should just die then.
The worst part is, there is a simple solution to my problems, yet they have to make things so difficult for me.
All I need is to go to college, that’s 15,000 usd.
Once I finish that I can get the job I’m going for and be on my way.
But of course, even THAT is too much for them. They’re making is so complicated, more than it needs to fucking be.
“We shouldn’t have to pay extra money because you couldn’t score high on your entrance exams”
TOO FUCKING BAD, I was four points away, cry about it.
You want me to succeed? Well then pay for my shit.
I don’t care for school, and I never will. If they refuse to pay then oh well. I can live on the streets, and I can kill myself then. The only thing holding me back is the fact that they constantly guilt trip me into thinking I should be forever indebted to them.
They like to make my life harder than it needs to be.
If things don’t go exactly as they planned then I’m a failure.
The whole reason my life is shit is because they decided to be shit. They never allowed me to properly socialize as a kid, then ridicule me for not having a single friend all my life.
They refuse to understand that I have a medical condition that makes me look deformed, then ridicule me and remind me how I have never had a girlfriend in my life.
My father says I’ve never accomplished anything in my life, but he fails to understand the only true accomplishment in this world is living without trying. And that life is reserved for chads and Stacy’s, or htbs+.
I’ve realized I’m starting to care less and less about the things around me, and the less I start to care, the more suicidal I become. These idiots are fueling me to rope.
Constantly berating me, constantly telling me I’m a failure because I don’t have a girlfriend, never had a job at 20, and still live with them.
If I’m all of these things then I should just die then.
The worst part is, there is a simple solution to my problems, yet they have to make things so difficult for me.
All I need is to go to college, that’s 15,000 usd.
Once I finish that I can get the job I’m going for and be on my way.
But of course, even THAT is too much for them. They’re making is so complicated, more than it needs to fucking be.
“We shouldn’t have to pay extra money because you couldn’t score high on your entrance exams”
TOO FUCKING BAD, I was four points away, cry about it.
You want me to succeed? Well then pay for my shit.
I don’t care for school, and I never will. If they refuse to pay then oh well. I can live on the streets, and I can kill myself then. The only thing holding me back is the fact that they constantly guilt trip me into thinking I should be forever indebted to them.
I know how it is having shit parents. Brutal
