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Venting Suicide is the only way out of this hell.

dead.ahead

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I don't want to be an incel anymore. I don't want to suffer every day from crippling loneliness. I don't want to see people who enjoy intimacy and love in their lifes, who are desired for their bodies. I don't want to be an ugly, short, disgusting subhuman anymore. I can't take it anymore. If freeing myself from this pain requires me to die, then I'll die. I'll do anything to end the pain at this point. Anything.

If love and sex and intimacy and romantic relationships are something that humans can survive without, then why does it hurt so much? Why does every day and night have to be so miserable, so boring, lonely, so deprived of what i truly desire from life; to have friends, to have a girlfriend, to be a normal fucking person - to not be treated like filth because I'm shorter than your average man, because my face is deformed, because I'm balding? I never gave off 'incel' vibes - I always normiemaxxed; never mentioned weird topics. I don't go around talking to strangers about how much I hate women. I don't really hate them. I just don't understand - why? Why can't you love me? Why does my height, the way my face is shaped, or the length of my genitals matter to you so much?

I realize this is pointless. I'm asking stupid questions, aren't I? I just want it all to be over. I don't care about inceldom, about men's issues, women's hypergamy anymore. I don't care about politics, about hobbies, about looksmaxxing, about studying and waging. I don't want to care. I don't want to be alive anymore. I want to die, I want to die so badly. I feel like a leper. Like someone with a chronic illness that's slowly killing him from the inside. Why can't I just rest? Why do I have to live and suffer even longer?
 
If u truly want achieve the things u listed, then you would do everything in your power to get surgeries and improving yourself
 
If u truly want achieve the things u listed, then you would do everything in your power to get surgeries and improving yourself
I’m going to be miserable. The damage is already done. I’m broken on a fundamental level. All I can think about every day is taking a noose and hanging myself. It’s the only thing that makes me feel happy at this point. The fact that I can still end it if I want. I can just hang myself and that will be the end of this miserable existence. I want to die so badly. I’m too much of a pussy to do it. How many beers do I have to fucking drink to finally get the courage to end it all?
 
I’m going to be miserable. The damage is already done. I’m broken on a fundamental level. All I can think about every day is taking a noose and hanging myself. It’s the only thing that makes me feel happy at this point. The fact that I can still end it if I want. I can just hang myself and that will be the end of this miserable existence. I want to die so badly. I’m too much of a pussy to do it. How many beers do I have to fucking drink to finally get the courage to end it all?
lol, u didn’t have any surgeries and therefore u ain’t better looking. So how u gonna know. You don’t know shit. Your suffering is due to your looks.
Fix your looks. Seems like u don’t wanna have it hard enough
 
cmon u already have 776 posts here ,wow
try to make em 60,000
 
WHY DID I HAVE TO BE BORN INTO THIS FUCKING BODY? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?
 
I don't want to be an incel anymore. I don't want to suffer every day from crippling loneliness. I don't want to see people who enjoy intimacy and love in their lifes, who are desired for their bodies. I don't want to be an ugly, short, disgusting subhuman anymore. I can't take it anymore. If freeing myself from this pain requires me to die, then I'll die. I'll do anything to end the pain at this point. Anything.

If love and sex and intimacy and romantic relationships are something that humans can survive without, then why does it hurt so much? Why does every day and night have to be so miserable, so boring, lonely, so deprived of what i truly desire from life; to have friends, to have a girlfriend, to be a normal fucking person - to not be treated like filth because I'm shorter than your average man, because my face is deformed, because I'm balding? I never gave off 'incel' vibes - I always normiemaxxed; never mentioned weird topics. I don't go around talking to strangers about how much I hate women. I don't really hate them. I just don't understand - why? Why can't you love me? Why does my height, the way my face is shaped, or the length of my genitals matter to you so much?

I realize this is pointless. I'm asking stupid questions, aren't I? I just want it all to be over. I don't care about inceldom, about men's issues, women's hypergamy anymore. I don't care about politics, about hobbies, about looksmaxxing, about studying and waging. I don't want to care. I don't want to be alive anymore. I want to die, I want to die so badly. I feel like a leper. Like someone with a chronic illness that's slowly killing him from the inside. Why can't I just rest? Why do I have to live and suffer even longer?
No you cant trump just got electes. You cant kys before things get good
 
No you cant trump just got electes. You cant kys before things get good
I don’t give a shit about politics and I don’t even live in USA. Thinking trump is going to make incel life less grueling is wishful thinking.

You are born an incel and you die an incel.
 
Well, you have us here to talk to - doesn't that count for something?
 
I don't want to be an incel anymore. I don't want to suffer every day from crippling loneliness. I don't want to see people who enjoy intimacy and love in their lifes, who are desired for their bodies. I don't want to be an ugly, short, disgusting subhuman anymore. I can't take it anymore. If freeing myself from this pain requires me to die, then I'll die. I'll do anything to end the pain at this point. Anything.

If love and sex and intimacy and romantic relationships are something that humans can survive without, then why does it hurt so much? Why does every day and night have to be so miserable, so boring, lonely, so deprived of what i truly desire from life; to have friends, to have a girlfriend, to be a normal fucking person - to not be treated like filth because I'm shorter than your average man, because my face is deformed, because I'm balding? I never gave off 'incel' vibes - I always normiemaxxed; never mentioned weird topics. I don't go around talking to strangers about how much I hate women. I don't really hate them. I just don't understand - why? Why can't you love me? Why does my height, the way my face is shaped, or the length of my genitals matter to you so much?

I realize this is pointless. I'm asking stupid questions, aren't I? I just want it all to be over. I don't care about inceldom, about men's issues, women's hypergamy anymore. I don't care about politics, about hobbies, about looksmaxxing, about studying and waging. I don't want to care. I don't want to be alive anymore. I want to die, I want to die so badly. I feel like a leper. Like someone with a chronic illness that's slowly killing him from the inside. Why can't I just rest? Why do I have to live and suffer even longer?
Suicide may the way to a hell there is no way out of! Think about Jesus Christ ,he will truly save you and heal you.He is a God of gods and a miracle worker.So think about it !
 
Suicide may the way to a hell there is no way out of! Think about Jesus Christ ,he will truly save you and heal you.He is a God of gods and a miracle worker.So think about it !
How much do I have to think about Jesus to not be an incel anymore?
 
How much do I have to think about Jesus to not be an incel anymore?
You must be Born Again by accepting Jesus as your only Lord and Savior first above all things! If you want info on this please send a message
 
This is not religion but a real connection with the true living God. Give this a try first before you give up ,what do you have to lose!!

Yapping yap
 
Cope untill you rope. Instead sorry you're unlucky. Suicide isn't a horrible thing. It's better to not exist then live a life full of misery
 
lol, u didn’t have any surgeries and therefore u ain’t better looking. So how u gonna know. You don’t know shit. Your suffering is due to your looks.
Fix your looks. Seems like u don’t wanna have it hard enough
If everything about him is below average it wouldn’t even make a difference to get surgery
 
Outlive your enemies
What is even the point of that??

Not only will they not care in the first place if you outlive them since they probably life mog you
even if they would have cared they are dead so what difference does it make

you are suffering for longer for no reason
 
You must be Born Again by accepting Jesus as your only Lord and Savior first above all things! If you want info on this please send a message
But you're Christian yet still on this server so clearly it didn't work for u
 
But you're Christian yet still on this server so clearly it didn't work for u
It has made a great difference and that is why I want to share the gospel with other people having these struggles!
 
But you're Christian yet still on this server so clearly it didn't work for u
It has made a big difference for me and that is why I want to share this with others.God clearly cares for for the incel community or he would not have sent people here with his message!
 
I don't want to be an incel anymore. I don't want to suffer every day from crippling loneliness. I don't want to see people who enjoy intimacy and love in their lifes, who are desired for their bodies. I don't want to be an ugly, short, disgusting subhuman anymore. I can't take it anymore. If freeing myself from this pain requires me to die, then I'll die. I'll do anything to end the pain at this point. Anything.

If love and sex and intimacy and romantic relationships are something that humans can survive without, then why does it hurt so much? Why does every day and night have to be so miserable, so boring, lonely, so deprived of what i truly desire from life; to have friends, to have a girlfriend, to be a normal fucking person - to not be treated like filth because I'm shorter than your average man, because my face is deformed, because I'm balding? I never gave off 'incel' vibes - I always normiemaxxed; never mentioned weird topics. I don't go around talking to strangers about how much I hate women. I don't really hate them. I just don't understand - why? Why can't you love me? Why does my height, the way my face is shaped, or the length of my genitals matter to you so much?

I realize this is pointless. I'm asking stupid questions, aren't I? I just want it all to be over. I don't care about inceldom, about men's issues, women's hypergamy anymore. I don't care about politics, about hobbies, about looksmaxxing, about studying and waging. I don't want to care. I don't want to be alive anymore. I want to die, I want to die so badly. I feel like a leper. Like someone with a chronic illness that's slowly killing him from the inside. Why can't I just rest? Why do I have to live and suffer even longer?
I’m going to be miserable. The damage is already done. I’m broken on a fundamental level. All I can think about every day is taking a noose and hanging myself. It’s the only thing that makes me feel happy at this point. The fact that I can still end it if I want. I can just hang myself and that will be the end of this miserable existence. I want to die so badly. I’m too much of a pussy to do it. How many beers do I have to fucking drink to finally get the courage to end it all?
This is exactly where I am right now. My suffering is overwhelming and unbearable. I have gone too long without having my needs met, and because of that, I've become psychologically stunted and deformed and I'm now left unable to muster up thee strength, energy, and courage needed to climb the very steep mountain that is in front of me. We have become like this because our parents and communities abandoned us, failing to endow us with all that we need to succeed in this life and then leaving us to rot outside of the public eye to avoid the shame and ignominy of having to witness and tolerate our wretched existence.
 
If u truly want achieve the things u listed, then you would do everything in your power to get surgeries and improving yourself
Surgeries usually make it worse. Lots of examples of hideous results with plastic surgery, even rich hollywood actors sometimes come out looking like goblins.
Ex.
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what difference? You are either an incel or not.
If to say there is hope through Christ in this life or the next life (that is forever) ,then that un-blackplills you and makes you a hopecel not a trucel well then so be it. But if you look at it as the only way out for incels is the Lord jesus and there is no worldly hope but hope for something better than the world . I'd say that is still black pill!!
 
I'm sure this resonates with everyone when I say my mental health has been horrendous ever since I was a kid. My childhood was spent as the 'quiet 1' then my teens and adulthood have been spent as the 'reclusive depressed 1'.

My depression is so bad I'm physically incapable of positive emotion. My anxiety is so bad I'm beyond a day of peace. The loneliness is palpable, soul destroying in its desire for belonging.
 
I'm sure this resonates with everyone when I say my mental health has been horrendous ever since I was a kid. My childhood was spent as the 'quiet 1' then my teens and adulthood have been spent as the 'reclusive depressed 1'.

My depression is so bad I'm physically incapable of positive emotion. My anxiety is so bad I'm beyond a day of peace. The loneliness is palpable, soul destroying in its desire for belonging.
Inceldom destroyed me.
 
I feel the same. It beats directing that despair at others.
 
I’m going to be miserable. The damage is already done. I’m broken on a fundamental level. All I can think about every day is taking a noose and hanging myself. It’s the only thing that makes me feel happy at this point. The fact that I can still end it if I want. I can just hang myself and that will be the end of this miserable existence. I want to die so badly. I’m too much of a pussy to do it. How many beers do I have to fucking drink to finally get the courage to end it all?
Might as well try (to improve your looks)
We know something normies don't.
Looks are very powerful. If you manipulate them your life has to improve.
 
Despite what you say about not giving "incel" vibes, you might actually come across as non-NT to people. Having mental problems/being non-NT disables you from seeing reality through a normie lens, so I would be skeptical about being so sure you aren't giving incel vibes. I would hire some normie (not chad) to observe how you interact with others. This is where I see a value in a therapist tbh, they are trained on normies, so they can give you some advice if you aren't able to see clearly, plus you possbily get coping meds :ahegao::ahegao:

Anyway, if you REALLY want friends, you shouldn't have a problem being friends with brocels; you still have SOME form of community. :feelsYall::feelsYall:
 

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