When my faith is high I feel a lot better and hope for the rapture. But these last days I realized that if all of it is true, so many people I love are going to burn forever. I don't want that. That's insanely terrible and horrific. So I hope that it isn't true tbh. But then I feel miserable because I'll never have what I want here. I'm not well suited for being a lonely incel. I'm desperate for love. It sucks that things have to be this way.
God is just.God allows everyone a chance to join his kingdom in heaven.If they did not accept his invite,then that is solely their fault.Also,in judgment and in heaven we shall understand the sins of every man,so every punishment shall appear just for god will give you the ability to see it's justice.
"Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when Christ appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is."
To see god is to see perfection.God is just,he is truth,he is omnipotent etc etc.We shall see things as they are.
We should worry about the salvation of man but as soon as they die,we know that god gave them a fair chance and that though we might fear for them,once we die and come to heaven we shall understand why they deserve the punishment they received.Do not worry,for eternal happiness awaits.Eternal happiness contains no doubts,no tears,no hunger,no thirst,no sadness etc etc.
Until death, we don't have much of a chance then to fight for what god and the church stands for.I just hope god will kill me as soon as i finish what i gotta do.life is a sad thing.
