Learned how to tie the hangman's knot. It's a good day.
Will you rope?
@biggsie4me don't do it
pm me if somethings wrong
easier to buy a shotgun
I've got a couple of those. Rope is just how I imagine it. Plus I don't want brains everywhere.
damn, i want my brain to be splattered all over the place, i want my body to be mutilated beyond recognition i want my entire room to be an inch deep in blood and guts. i want my mom to find my body first so she realizes the mistakes she made all along.
i want my family to be tormented and broken from my suicide.
im kinda bipolar on this tho bc my mom really tries hard and sometimes i actually care about her but mostly she just tries to guilt trip me all day into being a complacent drone
You literally say the same thing to everyone who even alludes to roping without giving any explanation as to why they shouldn't do it.
Should I encourage them to do it? People have different reasons as to why they would rope so I allow them to express themselves regarding their problems.
But you keep saying don't do it after they express themselves lol.
I figured out in my 20s that I was going to rope. That I wanted to rope. That has not changed. I tell myself there are a few more things I want to get done first, but I know that's cowardice. When I rope though it won't be because I'm angry. I stopped being angry with this world a long time ago. I will rope because I'm ready. I will know when the times comes. I look forward to it.
Try psychedelics. Terrence Mckenna said if you truly want to know the nature of the mind, do 5g of mushrooms in silent darkness. I think you owe it to yourself at least learning what you are part of before you go broski.
Yes. I will do that.
Good to hear bro, but be very careful, lighting a fire can light the darkness but it can also burn you. Remember that. At 5g it's like being hurled into the sun
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