A few years ago, I had an emotional breakdown and tried to rope.
I thought I could use a break from everything, so I voluntarily had myself committed to a psyche ward. I haven't slept in 3 days so I sounded like I was on drugs and the guy asking me questions at the reception looked at me like with disgust the entire time.
For anyone thinking of doing so, I wouldn't recommend it. It was basically a prison where I was constantly monitored and treated like I was subhuman. There was this one foid nurse in particular who had a massive a stick up her ass. She was always frowning and acted like a total bitch towards everyone. (Everyone I talked to complained about her) She'd constantly remove my mattress so I don't sleep in (I've never even slept in before) and threatened to have me arrested if I don't come back the next day. I hated most of the staff, tbh. Some curry retard who could barely speak coherent English once accused me of not taking my medication even though I had no reason not to. There was also that one time where I got assaulted by a bunch of them after refusing to take a shower during my second day there. (I was too distraught to do anything at the time) One of them grabbed my hand and tried to lead me to the shower room and I pulled my hand away and for some reason he thought I was going to punch him and had me dragged away and thrown into solitary. They then injected me with some kind of sedative against my will. The whole time I was pleading with them to let me go, yet they saw me as nothing but a rabid animal. I still have sleepless nights because of that incident.
I experienced a ton of blackpills while trapped in there. All the other guys there were nice to me, (so clearly there's nothing wrong with my personality) and I even played chess with a few of them. There was only one foid my age there, some noodlewhore who constantly flirted with an ex con who looked like he was in his 30s. This one oldcel actually reported them for making humping motions towards each-other at one point.
Overall, I think so-called "mental health care" is a massive scam. They don't actually care about helping us, they just want our tax dollars. If they did, they'd treat us like actual people.
I thought I could use a break from everything, so I voluntarily had myself committed to a psyche ward. I haven't slept in 3 days so I sounded like I was on drugs and the guy asking me questions at the reception looked at me like with disgust the entire time.
For anyone thinking of doing so, I wouldn't recommend it. It was basically a prison where I was constantly monitored and treated like I was subhuman. There was this one foid nurse in particular who had a massive a stick up her ass. She was always frowning and acted like a total bitch towards everyone. (Everyone I talked to complained about her) She'd constantly remove my mattress so I don't sleep in (I've never even slept in before) and threatened to have me arrested if I don't come back the next day. I hated most of the staff, tbh. Some curry retard who could barely speak coherent English once accused me of not taking my medication even though I had no reason not to. There was also that one time where I got assaulted by a bunch of them after refusing to take a shower during my second day there. (I was too distraught to do anything at the time) One of them grabbed my hand and tried to lead me to the shower room and I pulled my hand away and for some reason he thought I was going to punch him and had me dragged away and thrown into solitary. They then injected me with some kind of sedative against my will. The whole time I was pleading with them to let me go, yet they saw me as nothing but a rabid animal. I still have sleepless nights because of that incident.
I experienced a ton of blackpills while trapped in there. All the other guys there were nice to me, (so clearly there's nothing wrong with my personality) and I even played chess with a few of them. There was only one foid my age there, some noodlewhore who constantly flirted with an ex con who looked like he was in his 30s. This one oldcel actually reported them for making humping motions towards each-other at one point.
Overall, I think so-called "mental health care" is a massive scam. They don't actually care about helping us, they just want our tax dollars. If they did, they'd treat us like actual people.
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