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Okay, so we all know that it's over and that is set in stone. As with all Incels there is "something" that has put us in our position, whether it be appearance, race , location , mental state, height etc. You can complain and make many excuses about why you are in the situation you are in.
But does any of that matter at this point? What is the point of crying and complaining anymore? Will the tears turn you into a 6'3" white chad? Will the anger and sadness, do anything but bring you more grief? Will the endless amount of coping destroy the constant feeling of failure and the feeling that maybe you could've done something different? Will you LDARing and going MGTOW stop the hordes of whores?
OF COURSE IT WONT
I remember the state of those feelings the feeling of quitting and giving up. Until the day I looked in the mirror at myself and finally understood the truth.
I was doomed from the start, No matter how hard I could try I knew I was different and I was was destined to follow in other's shadows. I looked at my weak and pathetic self in the mirror for 30 minutes just going over my life wondering where I went wrong, and how life is so unfair for me, until the tears stopped and the sadness turned into anger, my anger was multi leveled and aimed at many and I realized I needed to turn this anger towards something.
This anger was a driving force for me , I felt the power flowing through my veins and the black pill arising within me. I realized that quitting is as pointless as trying is. I knew right then and there that this is a "broken" world and that nothing is going to get better, the feelings will never leave me and that I am destined to walk a lonely path. There's only one thing in this world a man truly owns, and that is himself. I know now that all men walk different journeys and that there are many different paths that one may walk, there's no point in being afraid to reject your path and walking a new one. There's no point in being afraid to fail anymore as your whole life is a failure. Society and all the other pointless bullshit doesn't interest me anymore, I am my own man and I will decide my path. For many of us incels it's time to understand not all of us will ever feel love and connect with another human.
I am stronger than I've ever been, I am mentally a fortress, and the only joy in my life is watching my self become stronger and and become more knowledgeable. Learning and excelling at new skills, hitting a new pr, destroying all my opponents in MMA, it's small but huge things. In my enlightenment I have changed my mindset and I have returned to "nothingness" my mind is the unfettered one, one of happiness, I am happy and glad to be alive. When I look at normies,degenerates, and women I don't feel anger or hatred anymore, all I feel is pity like you'd feel for an injured animal. In my suffering I was reborn into a stronger, more intelligent, apathetic, and low inhib version of myself. When I walk into a room i'm not worried about being the biggest strongest guy there (Even thought I usually am) I am more worried about being the best version of myself.
If you're wondering why I posted this and what I am trying to convey is that I want to help my fellow brethren. I want those that claim to have swallowed the black pill to actually swallow it and flush it down with water. Stop hoping for a better life, stop expecting that perfect girl who loves you for you to come along. Start understanding that only YOU can change your mindset and only you can change your path through your journey of life. The cards we have been dealt have been a tragic one. But I beg you all through my newfound love and compassion to stop looking at the clock wasting away, letting the weeks pass by as if they were days. Please find your nirvana as only you can achieve what you strive for.
You can reject all of my thoughts and just say i'm coping. but the truth is when someone is living a shit life anything productive will be seen as cope. This is the final and eternal cope, the cope of personal Enlightenment the only cope where you can die happy.
Thanks to all that have took the time read my vent/personal take on the black pill, as even someone like me needs to collect his thoughts and get some stuff off his chest sometimes. I have seen way too many incels that are closer to blue pillers then black pillers and I just want you to have my take on the truth.
But does any of that matter at this point? What is the point of crying and complaining anymore? Will the tears turn you into a 6'3" white chad? Will the anger and sadness, do anything but bring you more grief? Will the endless amount of coping destroy the constant feeling of failure and the feeling that maybe you could've done something different? Will you LDARing and going MGTOW stop the hordes of whores?
OF COURSE IT WONT
I remember the state of those feelings the feeling of quitting and giving up. Until the day I looked in the mirror at myself and finally understood the truth.
I was doomed from the start, No matter how hard I could try I knew I was different and I was was destined to follow in other's shadows. I looked at my weak and pathetic self in the mirror for 30 minutes just going over my life wondering where I went wrong, and how life is so unfair for me, until the tears stopped and the sadness turned into anger, my anger was multi leveled and aimed at many and I realized I needed to turn this anger towards something.
This anger was a driving force for me , I felt the power flowing through my veins and the black pill arising within me. I realized that quitting is as pointless as trying is. I knew right then and there that this is a "broken" world and that nothing is going to get better, the feelings will never leave me and that I am destined to walk a lonely path. There's only one thing in this world a man truly owns, and that is himself. I know now that all men walk different journeys and that there are many different paths that one may walk, there's no point in being afraid to reject your path and walking a new one. There's no point in being afraid to fail anymore as your whole life is a failure. Society and all the other pointless bullshit doesn't interest me anymore, I am my own man and I will decide my path. For many of us incels it's time to understand not all of us will ever feel love and connect with another human.
I am stronger than I've ever been, I am mentally a fortress, and the only joy in my life is watching my self become stronger and and become more knowledgeable. Learning and excelling at new skills, hitting a new pr, destroying all my opponents in MMA, it's small but huge things. In my enlightenment I have changed my mindset and I have returned to "nothingness" my mind is the unfettered one, one of happiness, I am happy and glad to be alive. When I look at normies,degenerates, and women I don't feel anger or hatred anymore, all I feel is pity like you'd feel for an injured animal. In my suffering I was reborn into a stronger, more intelligent, apathetic, and low inhib version of myself. When I walk into a room i'm not worried about being the biggest strongest guy there (Even thought I usually am) I am more worried about being the best version of myself.
If you're wondering why I posted this and what I am trying to convey is that I want to help my fellow brethren. I want those that claim to have swallowed the black pill to actually swallow it and flush it down with water. Stop hoping for a better life, stop expecting that perfect girl who loves you for you to come along. Start understanding that only YOU can change your mindset and only you can change your path through your journey of life. The cards we have been dealt have been a tragic one. But I beg you all through my newfound love and compassion to stop looking at the clock wasting away, letting the weeks pass by as if they were days. Please find your nirvana as only you can achieve what you strive for.
You can reject all of my thoughts and just say i'm coping. but the truth is when someone is living a shit life anything productive will be seen as cope. This is the final and eternal cope, the cope of personal Enlightenment the only cope where you can die happy.
Thanks to all that have took the time read my vent/personal take on the black pill, as even someone like me needs to collect his thoughts and get some stuff off his chest sometimes. I have seen way too many incels that are closer to blue pillers then black pillers and I just want you to have my take on the truth.
