
leafblown
Just the worst
★★★
- Joined
- Sep 12, 2023
- Posts
- 763
When it comes to women, I have to stay alone because they will hate my ugliness, but it's been years now since I gave up having any friends. It has improved my life exponentially. If you're not attractive, people will constantly stab you in the back. They will make you feel terrible all of the time to help their own ego. I have no drama to escape. I have nobody abusing me because I'm not even around to begin with. I still get lonely but I was even more lonely around other people that would only shit on me. My depression has gotten better and I don't drink as much. I figure if I can just exist with my copes and try to stay invisible, I'll have the best life I could live with the face I have. I'm pretty happy when I'm stoned out in nature, so I'm even going outside more, all with a lack of people to thank. Hell is other people