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Including friendships. Whenever I socialize a lot, share personal stuff about myself, and start to get close to people I feel disgusted with myself afterwards. Like I want to avoid everyone for weeks for no reason. Or maybe even cut them out of my life and start over. It's been like this since high school tbh. This is another difference between me and people here. I really just want regular sex and validation. I don't think I could handle those deep long-term relationships. Maybe its because I've been isolated so long, idk.